It's a start!

well, this is new to me..hmm..shall juz leave it plain till i figure out wad i can do to it..its the hols..n yeah..one of the worst..boring..tears..blood..scars..pain..boring..cough..sneeze..headache..movies..tv..computer..
music..book..a little shopping here n there..hmm..bored to tears..so start this thing for fun..i may even abandon this one day..hahaha..its friggin raining out there now..n i havta go for piano lessons later..im a proud owner of a distinction in grade 8 piano xams..looking forward to see my cert! there r its pros n cons though..im starting to slack totally..ignoring my piano for as long as i can remember..but hopefully i can manage to carve out a career path out of this..as a backup..but i dun mind teaching anione now..for hmm..a little extra pocket money..i wun charge much..hahaha..wad am i gonna do bout my stupid hair? rebond? highlight? cutting is definitely not the solution..haiz~ i juz duno wad i want animore..i really hate myself for so many things i've done to bring pain into ppl's lives which then reflects into my own..esp mr.b..im gonna keep things confidential till i cant stand it animore or till i can make this site pretty..hahaha..even thought i can see bits of my personality in this post here n there..i wonder who will b the first to figure out its me? wellz..its pretty easy..hahaha..ah..where was i..wow..talkin bout hair can bring me into depression..shall stop that..sorry mr.b..me here really loves u..but i figured ur like a kite u see..the string's broken..n ur off to see the world.."grown up" the way u call it..if u decide to land in someone else's hands..i'll b fine wif that..1 person happy better than 2 person sad..as much as i hope for u to land in my hands..i wan u to b ur old self sometimes..not asking u to change again..its a mistake from the start..n i noe it now..so i'll juz accept u as u are..u'll always b fantabulous to me now..love ur gd n ur bad..o! im totally getting a new phone tml! mayb im goin out too..yepz..will post somemore when im bored..hahaha..thank god..this com is not totally useless..at least i gotta recover this post b4 it got published..to think it noes how to restart itself out of nowhere! such a SMART thing to do..*applause*
~kissie mr.b~