timely emotions
damn..stupid blogger down..hmm..sux..stupid hormones..make my emotions fluctuate..tsk..sian..dun wan cry la..hate it so damn much..wet pillow n blanket
had this horrible nightmare..saw big dead fish..n it seemed so real cuz i could juz smell them..in my nightmare..so disgusting..den saw human beings vomiting blood..and they hav these eyes..my god..u'll nv wan to see..hahaha..dumb dream man..sux..
thoughts in my head: 1)do i still matter to u? i noe u care..i care bout u too..most ppl do care..i care about my frens..u care about ur frens..that doesnt differentiate us from normal frens..2)are u afraid of losing me?? if i dun matter..wads the point? i asked u a couple of qns..u replied all but the one that says "xiang wo mah?" i duno if u did it on purpose or u juz forgot..but it hurts..i wan to noe i matter to u..i wan to FEEL it..i wan to noe that u're afraid of losing me..i noe ppl sae when u really love someone..and the person wans to leave..u'll let that person leave..but still..u'll see the pain in their eyes..haiz~ im still choosing to wait it out..i still believe..i duno..i still believe that wif time..we would work out..haiz~
tml is the party..im officially 18! hahaha..my old fren commented that i sound like an alcoholic in my blog..hahaha..do i eva?! i doubt i will noe when to stop drinking once i started..till theres no more left..i juz wan to b drunk..feel wad its like..get a hangover..but i guess i cant do it tml..hahaha..mon is a long dae for me..if i get a hangover..im going to die on mon..so well..i guess my time will come..hahaha..for the first time..im going to make a vegetarian pizza..juz for my cuzzies..i hope things turn out really well tml..i did ask mr.b along..but i noe he wun come..hahaha..no doubts about that..
~come and hold my hand and tell me u love me~
had this horrible nightmare..saw big dead fish..n it seemed so real cuz i could juz smell them..in my nightmare..so disgusting..den saw human beings vomiting blood..and they hav these eyes..my god..u'll nv wan to see..hahaha..dumb dream man..sux..
thoughts in my head: 1)do i still matter to u? i noe u care..i care bout u too..most ppl do care..i care about my frens..u care about ur frens..that doesnt differentiate us from normal frens..2)are u afraid of losing me?? if i dun matter..wads the point? i asked u a couple of qns..u replied all but the one that says "xiang wo mah?" i duno if u did it on purpose or u juz forgot..but it hurts..i wan to noe i matter to u..i wan to FEEL it..i wan to noe that u're afraid of losing me..i noe ppl sae when u really love someone..and the person wans to leave..u'll let that person leave..but still..u'll see the pain in their eyes..haiz~ im still choosing to wait it out..i still believe..i duno..i still believe that wif time..we would work out..haiz~
tml is the party..im officially 18! hahaha..my old fren commented that i sound like an alcoholic in my blog..hahaha..do i eva?! i doubt i will noe when to stop drinking once i started..till theres no more left..i juz wan to b drunk..feel wad its like..get a hangover..but i guess i cant do it tml..hahaha..mon is a long dae for me..if i get a hangover..im going to die on mon..so well..i guess my time will come..hahaha..for the first time..im going to make a vegetarian pizza..juz for my cuzzies..i hope things turn out really well tml..i did ask mr.b along..but i noe he wun come..hahaha..no doubts about that..
~come and hold my hand and tell me u love me~
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