Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Saturday, April 15, 2006

timely emotions

damn..stupid blogger down..hmm..sux..stupid hormones..make my emotions fluctuate..tsk..sian..dun wan cry la..hate it so damn much..wet pillow n blanket

had this horrible nightmare..saw big dead fish..n it seemed so real cuz i could juz smell them..in my nightmare..so disgusting..den saw human beings vomiting blood..and they hav these eyes..my god..u'll nv wan to see..hahaha..dumb dream man..sux..

thoughts in my head: 1)do i still matter to u? i noe u care..i care bout u too..most ppl do care..i care about my frens..u care about ur frens..that doesnt differentiate us from normal frens..2)are u afraid of losing me?? if i dun matter..wads the point? i asked u a couple of qns..u replied all but the one that says "xiang wo mah?" i duno if u did it on purpose or u juz forgot..but it hurts..i wan to noe i matter to u..i wan to FEEL it..i wan to noe that u're afraid of losing me..i noe ppl sae when u really love someone..and the person wans to leave..u'll let that person leave..but still..u'll see the pain in their eyes..haiz~ im still choosing to wait it out..i still believe..i duno..i still believe that wif time..we would work out..haiz~

tml is the party..im officially 18! hahaha..my old fren commented that i sound like an alcoholic in my blog..hahaha..do i eva?! i doubt i will noe when to stop drinking once i started..till theres no more left..i juz wan to b drunk..feel wad its like..get a hangover..but i guess i cant do it tml..hahaha..mon is a long dae for me..if i get a hangover..im going to die on mon..so well..i guess my time will come..hahaha..for the first time..im going to make a vegetarian pizza..juz for my cuzzies..i hope things turn out really well tml..i did ask mr.b along..but i noe he wun come..hahaha..no doubts about that..

~come and hold my hand and tell me u love me~

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