Broken Hearted Melody

prepare urselves for a long long post.

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i hav no idea y these daes, ppl r speaking to me in a kind of TONE. like, "u-better-do-this" tone, or "u-r-so-wrong" tone. all those kind of tones that r absolutely unneccessary when they occur, does nothing but pisses me off. n repeating ur plenty of nagccusations is, yes, going to make me listen cuz i hav no other choices n make me do wadeva crap shit in my ultra charcoal-black face. WADEVA MAKES U HAPPY. insensitive. GOSH.

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stupid left arrow is spoilt. n its irritating. WHY?! ok. fixed it. with quite a bit of force. poor lappy.

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thinking of so many things to do n not being able do them when i want to do them is. . .

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went to work. this aunty(another usher, lets call her J) talked to me in one of those TONE i mentioned. gosh. idiotic. yes its true they said no food or drinks allowed but most of the other ushers tot me, mineral water close one eye. ppl hav their needs rite. plain mineral water should b ok wad rite? she go in telling all those mineral water-thirsty people to go out n drink (1 mouthful of) mineral water n go back in. wadeva. cant stand ppl who cant just tell u things nicely. nag n nag n nag sae so loud. stupid idiot. n another one inside. talk to her like talk to wall. ER ER EH EH. if u duno can at least help me walkie J outside rite? patron standing there still ER ER EH EH while the show is in progress. or just sae, i duno u go ask outside ppl. sae something la! GOSH. den still dare give me stupid face. idiot. so i juz marched outside. kena nagged by that J. ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY. duno how to SAE things ar. muz use that kind of TONE. idiot. IDIOT.

wizard of oz is oh my goddess. . .!!! its in chinese. lets just sae i rather watch jack n the bean sprout's irritating bird scene n irritating cockroach scene over wizard of oz anitime, anydae. yeah. their songs r so robotic, n is there suppose to b a tune to the songs? cuz im not hearing any. they're songs r like saying words /reading lyrics in a half robotic way la. mayb its all just so out of tune or wadeva i duno. yes their children, i've heard children sing much better than them so many times, so mayb its the song??? its just, yucks. "wo yao yi ge xin, yi ge peng peng peng peng de xin" (just sae it in a robotic way, n TADA! u've just sang a line from one of the songs in the show) give them some credit though, their chinese is quite accurate. YA.

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finally had a decent outing wif honey bunny. went to watch charlotte's web, went THE empire. MY empire. full of sweets n chocolates. its MINE. forgot wad i for lunch, but had nice dinner at ikea. meatballs n chicken wings. its the 3rd time im eating the same thing this wk. but it was nice wif honey bunny. went walking around, was called to buy stuffs for home. n everything after dat was nasty so shall just leave it as this.

i duno if its bad if i wan my honey to be here everytime. esp when its a day a little different from the others. just simple things like swimming? clubbing, pubbing, partying, piano concert, etc. hate thinking of it but cant stop cuz its all the activities happening these daes.

choices, its all about choices.

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read chrismas prezzie honey gave to me within 1 dae. tuesdaes wif morrie. who doesnt wan to live like wad morrie saes we should live. happy. towards things we WANT to do. dun care so much bout materialistic things cuz we cant bring them wif us after we die. its so true, we all noe it, but yet, its part of surviving. yeah mayb someone loves music. look at the pathetic music industry, just specializing in 1 job in the music industry is not going to get u a pay enuff to support a family. in the book it saes, family is important. so wad most ppl have to do is to exchange their own happiness for their family, which can in turn bring happiness. but these 2 happiness is different. if we wan to b happy wif wad we r doing, we may havta sacrifice our family. how many of us r truely happy wif wad we r, wad we hav, in general happy wif our life, n hav family members who can sae the same? we cant only think for ourselves rite?

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stupid left arrow is broken again. something is very wrong wif it n i duno y. how i wish restarting the com can fix this. but NO. haiz~

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wanted to go clubbing ytd nite. wore my work clothes. imagine how super out of place i look. look around n i'll look like some backstage crew person. all black. DXO had some party thingy so we couldn't go in, so we went pubbing instead. went cafe iguana at clarke quay. i like the ambience, didnt smell smoke - cigarette, that is. (an EXCELLENT point of the place). *claps for cafe iguana* or mayb i was just lucky. but aniwaes. drinks. definately. lets see. keep in mind most of the drinks r shared, by 4 persons.

1. super large glass of magaritas. -> shared, of course. u'll drown drinking the whole thing urself.

2. some cocktails, candy had something like jolly shandy, beer plus lime, but wif salt n lime wedge at the edge of the glass. sy had this creme thingy, tasted a bit like white russian. i had this so super common thing that tasted like chivas wif coke. its tequila yeah. its a boring drink already. so i was going "u taste so boring! y cant u taste like something else??!!" to the drink. its nothing special mah! tsk. wanted to taste special things la. -> shared a little. in the end candy n i compete the remaining half the glass, see who can finish their drink first. we both finished it at the same time.

3. sweet shots.
- mars bar blended wif vodka? no idea wad alcohol they added inside. didnt really pay attention.
- mars bar wif mint (this was mine)
- mars bar wif orange (candy's)
a normal shot called mexican flag. jy had this. he said its very "la" spicy? hot? duno. should try dat nx time. it looked pretty. hahaha.
and we drank it as a shot. 1 gulp. not up to my expectations i say. hmmm.

4. another magarita, in a normal glass. tasted weird though. hmmm.

5. had these sample shots. in mini wine glasses. 3 of them. tequila in wood, n the difference between them is how long they hav been soaked in wood. or how long wood hav been soaked in them. or wadeva. its just wood n tequila. sadly i only got to drink the normal tequila. soaked for 1 dae? shall go back for dat again. should drink all 3. cuz 1 of them really had this woody smell to it. its nice. but duno who drank it. hahaha.

6. n YES! we had popper. their version of tequila slammer, more widely known as tequila pop. its NICE!! impressive. the nicest drink i had the whole dae. also the last drink we had i think?

mostly its just me n candy picking the drinks cuz jy n sy had a little bit of problem. they were drunk to a different level. hahaha! jy looked horrible. drink somemore la. drink on empty stomach. tsktsktsk. but ok la. sy still can walk can talk rubbish can luff she just saw circles. at least dats wad she said. the drinks were half price cuz it was happy hour! hahaha! spent 25bucks for those things i drank. my share i mean. we sorta split the cost a little here n there. dats y i prefer pubbing. no entrance fee, n u get to drink more. hahaha!

so after drinking we had to bring jy for food. so we cabbed to eat bah kut teh at havelock road. not bad leh. nice food.

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went swimming at the civil servant's club ytd morning actually. im a submember! so its sorta my club too. hahaha. sun burn. n now my skin is all dry. but its fun!! no crowd. had the place almost to ourselves. they had wave pool, lazy river, slides, something like miniature version of the jurong place. sadly they're opening it up to the public. NOO! cuz dat means more people. haiz~ they hav a bowling alley, pool, spa! shall try dat one dae. hahaha! like that place. its nice.

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above events r not in sequence. and its all yesterday's events. correct sequence is: swimming, working, pubbing. just typed wad comes in mind first lor. dats all.

~dependent? or independent?~