brain stuck

interview! theres an interview coming at 4pm. hope its 2dae n not 2ml, duno y but i juz suddenly forgot the date. i hope the person wun call me any later than 4. cuz im already dying now. i cant seem to concentrate on anithing else. cant wait for it to b over. haiz. still not v sure wad my life would b if i really got the job, but on the other hand..wad makes me think i will get the job man. hahaha!

BUT STILL...

imagine after the last paper on the 31st, i havta start work on 1st Feb. i hav no holidae then! but considering how much im slacking now, it seems like im making up for future lost of slacking time now. HAHA. this is a totally wrong move to make cuz im so going to screw up my last 2 papers but wad to do. hmmm.

reading the pervious blog posts made me think back. how much wower things were last time compared to now. at least i was a little more hardworking than now. hahaha! so many things hav changed as well. haiz. ppl always treasure things more when they lost them, or while trying to get them back. but once u got wad u wan it doenst seem dat fun animore. n im not saying this does not apply to me, cuz i noe it does.

cant believe im blogging more now than when i had so much free time on hand. such nonsense. everyone else is burried in the pile of notes studying so damn hard for the last 2 papers n im juz sitting here. i so wan to return the laptop now. but i think my addiction of watching shows online has simmered down a bit. mayb cuz this laptop has given me enuff probs trying to do simple everydae stuff.

o well. i think i shld go hug my notes a while n wait for that dreaded phone call...

~birds r chirping while the rain is falling~