dear me

cant believe i actually dreamt i was smoking. HAHAHA. im really thinking too much. going mad. woke up thinking how stress i am about money! couldnt slp. cuz SOMEBODY woke me up at 8am. really wanted to slp. haiz. now i feel so crappy. i really really need money la. haiz.

HAHAHA. didnt blog bout my dream ytd. HAHAHA. i guess i juz miss hugs n kisses la!

HAIZ. history nv fails to repeat itself. but at least this time i tried to avoid the more diff part. the part where everything becomes even more complicated n where things dun last. its real saddening. mayb its juz for the best la. wadeva.

stupid emoness. wth?! i tot i lost touch wif being emo le. immediately sia.

i tot ytd nite's boozing will let me slp soundly. tsk. end up dreaming still. somemore bout such a stupid thing. hahahahaha!

i need a job. i really need a job.

im so sorry it wasnt the way u thought it would b.

~$$$!~