finally canot take it animore

after tolerating n swollowing back tears for a day or so..i cant stand it liao le la..finally burst out le..all the tears..all the pain..everything i supressed..guess when sad muz juz let it go..den will feel better ba..now eyes swollen nia..so tired also..haiz~ stupid..hate me..so emotional for wad?! not sae it will change anithing..sux

i juz really hope no one will feel heartbroken eva again..hope this world will b full of love..hope everyone loves each other in one way or another..this is better den wishing for peace..cuz naturally..when u love one another..there will b peace and harmony..killing a million birds wif one stone..

forth dae of sch le..duno wad all the lecturers toking bout..dun understand a thingy they sae..mainly cuz canot pay attention..hahaha..juz keep staring into space n think back into the past..den faster choke back tears den draw on book la..listen a bit..think again..tears again..draw again..blah blah blah blah blah etc..

thank everyone who took care of me..gave me lots of constructive comments..hahaha..comforting me n stuff..thanx peeps..u guys r great =D hungry man..tsk..haiz~ go eat i guess..so late le..sure fat..budden dun eat also canot..sian..hahaha..crying used up so much energy la..hahaha..hmm..or juz remain hungry..muz learn the fact u dun always get wad u wan..muz learn the meaning of poverty..pain..hunger..muz learn to b happy wif wad u hav..dun wait till the dae u lose it den u learn to treasure it..it mayb too late..n u'll regret for the rest of ur life..

current thought:
wo lei le..wo zhen de lei le..
ai zhe yi ge bu zai ai ni de ren..yuan lai shi na me de lei de..
wo ku le..wo you zai ku le..
xiang qi ni de mian kong..
rang wo xiang qi le wo men de wang shi..
na me tian mei..na me wan mei..
wei shen me hui zhe me kuai xiao shi..
ni bu shi shou hui yong yuan de ai wo ma
mei le..quan dou mei le..
wo men de yi hou jiu zhe yang mei le..
dan wo ai ni..wo hai ai ni..
i will b there for u
zhi yao gei wo yi ge call
i will b there for u..as a friend

~im weak..its true..i've finally reached the end..my breaking point is just there..pull me away~