Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

these days...

2dae went out wif candy sy wy n mel. n by now i guess the whole world noes le ba. swiney is mel la hor. hahaha! aniwaes, we went town eat walk walk pool arcade, hmm, fun but tiring lor!

its cuz these daes things really not easy for me ar. didnt get much slp, my body weak now lor, sure get sick easily. i've made my decision to give up on mr.b n hopes he gives up on me soon go find urself a better gf, one that suits u, cherishes u more den me. u will cuz i dun think i really did a gd job trying to keep the fire burning.

its really NOT FUN to b stuck btwn 2 n havta make a decision. firstly theres the time factor. dragging it on will not b fair to anione, juz wasting time. nx, everyone will fall sick cuz all will juz stay awake till i slp. MAD. den duno y, all dun stick to eating proper meals n stuffs!!! SO BAD. evils, not hungry is not an excuse. its really mentally, physically n emotionally draining to havta think n think n think. BAD.

so well, guess i havta go back on track le. start paying attention soon after i get back my slp. am really tired now, 2 daes only got like 7hrs of slp la. i cant do that lor, im turning into a MAJOR panda. will try to blog everydae again, do my hw n stuffs. TRY my bez to get back on track.

despite slping like 4hrs? 5hrs? ytd, managed to make myself half slp half study on the way to sch. n guess wad?! i got 100 out of 100 for the quiz can! WOOHOO..MA! but still got this b&fi thingy that was due last wk. hav not done it yet. can sae bye bye to the marks le la. hahaha! BYE!

muz thank all my frens for all ur support n stuffs. though the info u all give me r really bias ar..bad sia..hahaha! but still, i dare sae my decision is based purely on my own feelings. i read ppl's expression n eyes, may not b accurate but at least theres my own feelings to back me up on my readings. duno wad im talking about? nvm. hahaha! chimalogy crap, unimportant.

shall post my final decision here. gd for u if ur the first to read it la hor. hahaha! my final decision: i pick mel. i hope im not playing wif fire here as my mama said i was, i hope i'll not regret, i hope MEL will not regret choosing me out of millions of bigger fishes in the sea, i hope nobody will b sad, i hope for no heartbreaks, i hope for everyone to b loved, i hope all my hopes will come true.

better go slp now, if not will come back complain not enuff slp! gosh. better go b4 i faint. so lightheaded now, so slpy! *YAWNNNNNNNNNN* nitey nitez~!

~i hope for all to b fine. love the song Super Woman by Cao Ge..love!~

1 Comments:

  • At 1:19 PM , Blogger Cheerful said...

    jiayou. hope u n mel last.jiayou...i'm here must confide in me kk..

     

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