the crazy is back
well. 2dae is the 2nd dae of sch after the 3 too-short wks of hols. n guess wad? sch is reclosing soon! it closed for 3wks, n reopen only for 2wks, n will reclose again. 1wk of hell, and 2wks of even more hell, followed by 1 and a half months of even, even more hell. then, sch reopens again! ON MY BDAE! crap.
i am going mad. i duno if its the stress or wad. oh honey bunny. i think i juz miss u too much. WAY too much. remember long long ago i cried the whole dae, a few times, apparently cuz i miss u too much. it seems like its coming back. wads more 2dae is 2yrs 7mths le n didnt get to see u. ARGH. well its not the whole dae 2dae but ok la. lucky theres sch n frens, if not i think i'll just rot. (i just disclosed one of my DEEPEST, DARKEST secret) mind u, im not a cry baby. theres tears cuz it hurts. if u duno how n y n still think im mad, U'VE NV BEEN IN LOVE yet. HAHA!! yes im claiming i am. cuz i assume the chest pains r not heart attacks or heart burn or anithing. the pain is just not physical pain, its emotional. i should learn to conquer my emotions more.
i am suppose to b studying alot of things. yet im sitting here blogging. EMO-nsters. GO AWAY plz. sucks the life out of me. the motivation. the everything. just wan to go to bed n lie there wif my 3 babies. tired.
everything was quite grey after sch. like so lonely. even wif so many ppl around, still feel so alone n lost. no choice had to go for piano lesson. lucky was playing beethovan. he loves banging the piano, so i banged out some frustration n felt a little better. n felt like i juz wanted to b alone although i was looking everywhere for my honey bunny to jump out n surprise me though i noe is not possible. hence i am going mad. okok. lets skip the i-was-mad-sad-n-wadeva-the-whole-dae part.
stupid left arrow is really spoilt. its really irritating! u'll nv realise how important a thing is until u've lost it. i cant go left! how important is that! try not using the left key for a whole dae! provided ur using ur com for the whole dae. do things dat require u to go left. games dat u can assign keys to the letterings r not counted. left ARROW. idiotic. i hate it.
was so super prepared to experiment wif banana milkshake when i realised, the blender is spoilt. ARGH! WHYYYYYY! so wad am i to do wif the bananas in the freezer huh?! its not farnie la. ppl make smoothies wif frozen fruits. its easier n u dun havta dilute ur drink wif ice. such a fabulous idea DAT I CANT PUT TO USE cuz of the idiot blender. hmph!! so much for trying to be healthy for once.
i am going mad. i duno if its the stress or wad. oh honey bunny. i think i juz miss u too much. WAY too much. remember long long ago i cried the whole dae, a few times, apparently cuz i miss u too much. it seems like its coming back. wads more 2dae is 2yrs 7mths le n didnt get to see u. ARGH. well its not the whole dae 2dae but ok la. lucky theres sch n frens, if not i think i'll just rot. (i just disclosed one of my DEEPEST, DARKEST secret) mind u, im not a cry baby. theres tears cuz it hurts. if u duno how n y n still think im mad, U'VE NV BEEN IN LOVE yet. HAHA!! yes im claiming i am. cuz i assume the chest pains r not heart attacks or heart burn or anithing. the pain is just not physical pain, its emotional. i should learn to conquer my emotions more.
i am suppose to b studying alot of things. yet im sitting here blogging. EMO-nsters. GO AWAY plz. sucks the life out of me. the motivation. the everything. just wan to go to bed n lie there wif my 3 babies. tired.
everything was quite grey after sch. like so lonely. even wif so many ppl around, still feel so alone n lost. no choice had to go for piano lesson. lucky was playing beethovan. he loves banging the piano, so i banged out some frustration n felt a little better. n felt like i juz wanted to b alone although i was looking everywhere for my honey bunny to jump out n surprise me though i noe is not possible. hence i am going mad. okok. lets skip the i-was-mad-sad-n-wadeva-the-whole-dae part.
stupid left arrow is really spoilt. its really irritating! u'll nv realise how important a thing is until u've lost it. i cant go left! how important is that! try not using the left key for a whole dae! provided ur using ur com for the whole dae. do things dat require u to go left. games dat u can assign keys to the letterings r not counted. left ARROW. idiotic. i hate it.
was so super prepared to experiment wif banana milkshake when i realised, the blender is spoilt. ARGH! WHYYYYYY! so wad am i to do wif the bananas in the freezer huh?! its not farnie la. ppl make smoothies wif frozen fruits. its easier n u dun havta dilute ur drink wif ice. such a fabulous idea DAT I CANT PUT TO USE cuz of the idiot blender. hmph!! so much for trying to be healthy for once.
~It says: A BETTER year.~
posted by Shumz @ 10:13:00 PM
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