jam 2

went temple to pray to my ancestors 2dae. 1st time in my 19 yrs of life, almost 20 yrs of life do i remember ever praying to my ancestors. hahaha! n im going to pray to my grandpa tml. haiz. its so weird. it feels like they hav been there for so many yrs n suddenly u dun get to see them animore. hmmm.

yep! i went jamming 2dae. wif these few guys feroze, rocky, eugene, edwin n some other guy didnt get his name, cuz we weren't introduced. so aniwaes, besides eugene n i, the rest belongs to a band n they play gothic rock. something dat isnt in my list of fav kind of songs. its too heavy for me, too gothic. lol. i hav no idea wad word can describe it but wadeva. rocky was v nice to me he taugt me the style of playing gothic on keyboard, didnt really talk to the rest though. but i think i might juz give it another shot cuz feroze explained things were so messed up 2dae n his really sorrie things turned out that way. but the thing is there werent even chords to look at no lyrics or anithing. its juz open jamming like we juz all play the same chords n stuff but theres no vocalist. but even if there was its still not the kind of thing im into la. hmm. shall give it another try n see wad happens.

jamming will only b fun wif the right kind of ppl AND right kind of songs. same interests. so im really looking forward to getting my own band.

ADVERT:

- drummer
- bassist
- vocalist

if u r ani of the above, PLEASE feel free to msg me, leave a tag, email me only if ur really interesed n CAN COMMIT. hahaha. =)

this honey, so tired still wan go wif me. i knew he will turn grumpy. wake up at 5am go for napfa still havta hear gothic music n go shopping wif me. at least i returned him home safely. force me to take cab, now i hav 8bucks less to buy clothes. zhen shi de.

my parents ask me y i came home empty handed. n said theres nothing nice. n my dad ask me isit cuz i cant fit into anithing. how nice. i noe im fat la. wth. there juz no nice n unexpensive clothes arnd animore. n im paying for the new stuff wif my pocket money! which means if i spend all of it, i wun hav animore left to eat. n i haven even paid for my jazz lessons either. so that leaves me wif...82bucks to shop. how is that eva enuff? clothes nowadays r so ex la. dammit. i havta buy shoes too! =(

i told honey bout my drunk night. how i drank on an empty stomach n puked my guts out. HAHAHA. im so damn sober i could climb down the stairs to the bathroom to puke clean up n climb back up over n over again till i could puke nomore. no bruises either! hahaha! but i did ram into the piano chair a few times cuz its juz right bside the ladder n my room is so damn cramp n i was walking in the dark. i think i shall lock the alcoholic up for a while, let my kidney liver n throat recover a bit. hahaha!

~la di la di da~