the blues overtook me

people come n go. something that started out so fast n steady suddenly juz ended. i guess its true the higher u climb the harder u fall. it was fun while it lasted. defintely tested my determination. if it was the old me i would hav given in to all my tiny little feelings almost immediately.

i am a changed person.

n i dare say a happier one too! hav not felt emo for the longest period of time but i did. its all settled so i hav gotten over it too. i think...hahaha

history repeats itself la! we'll nv speak again. HAHAHA. dat im quite sure of! juz dat this time it wasnt only my decision.

so tired. hmm. going shopping later! wif my dear cuzzies. hahaha! NO MONEY =(. den jamming at 6 wif the enchante girls. n meet my dear cuzzies again! hahahaha. for dinner. still hav no idea where to go though.

love the song don't stop me now! i wanna jam this song! hahaha!

drumming was fun! more of a lecture though. n some basic theory. got my own drumsticks! haiz. sadly i havta quit something now if not my bank really really drained. haiz. so sad. but i wanna take all the xams i can take! b certified to teach everything. hahahaha! so cool! mayb i shld juz take a break n take things 1 step at a time. but it feels more like wasting time. muz well chiong all 2gether! its juz the money prob. sux.

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

haiz. need a job. damn. juz to support all my music lessons. all 4 of them. n mayb a bit of my own life. hahaha! n my princess! that girl has expensive taste. tsktsktsk.

~my bridge over troubled water!~