i hate to agree..but..

how do u choose btwn things u love? things u wan to achieve, things u care about, things u hav plans for it to remain the way it is. but if u havta choose. how do u come about doing it? i hate how my parents wan me to choose. i've given up some stuff but aparently its not gd enuff. im not saying they're wrong. i see, feel and understand y they feel dat way. but i cant do it i cant.

sometimes i juz feel like quitting everything, stay at home forever n only go out for lessons or work. den mayb if im lucky i'll get married when im 30. of course the easiest way out is to listen n do. but life isnt that simple. if i juz listen n do wad im told, i'll nv hav my own thoughts, own decisions. n one fine dae when no one is there to tell me wad to do, am i going to b lost?

Cold, and the whiskey is wearing
And I'm on the edge of my breath
Ohh...
And I'm thinking of leaving I could just lay down
Lay down and freeze to death

~something inside me died, how i wish it was u, it'll b better for us all. yes? no?~