Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Saturday, March 28, 2009

the hidden

exams! coming le. shit man. haiz. theres so much to catch up wif. n i still haven found my motivation.
its amazing how u dun find wad u did terribly disgusting and wrong. mayb u do.
had a super long chat wif mr.l ytd nite. for at least 2hrs we sat outside my place discussing bout the rs. suddenly realised im really quite screwed up now compared to long ago.
it juz gets me VERY ARGH..ANGRY at u.
ahh i hav my txtbk open in front of me. my fav txtbk. cuz it looks like a story bk. however its so boring to read..its so dry...-.-" no dun ask me to pour water on my bk. its not going to help lor. my aim is to study 3 topics 2dae. HAHAHA. so farnie rite. LOLS.
n tempt me to do something damn childish. but im not going to sink to ur level.
omg im studying religions wad protestants n catholic or wadeva la! ahhh! this is management leh! y am i studying dat?! i catch no ball...='(
at least u noe how to keep ur distance. omg how u've wasted my life away.
hav u ever suddenly realised something n then get super emotional over it. like super sad or super angry or something. u noe the thing is there for so long.. but u juz didnt see it cuz u kept brushing it aside for wadeva reasons. den when it suddenly became SO CLEAR.. its like the volcano erupting. *BOOOOM!!!*
im amazed at how i even not see it when its so obvious. love is blind?!
we tried to come up wif a band name ytd!! yeah! er. no we still haven got one la. omg super love jamming. ytd jamming was really damn fun. budden nx wk no jamming again. =( haiz. xams coming. sucky la. how to hav jamming. so sucky...
omg i think its juz me being damn stupid.
i dun wan to let anything affect me. i wish i can delete things away from my life. tsk. sometimes i feel like bursting into tears. running away. but go where? run where? HAIZ. it sux man. it all sux.
i had my instincts bugging at me for so long but i kept brushing it aside.
juz watched a movie recently. its called "I just can't think straight". its like L word la. all those lesbian love.
omg amazing grace. HAHAHA! enuff of this unforgivable n unforgettable shit.
such a crappy post. too many things on my mind le. hahaha!
go to hell for all i care. SHIT U.
~strawberry shortcake & blueberry pie~

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