a fking bad joke
it was all a fking bad joke. how insignificant a last chance was..how insignificant I am to U. im allowed to swear considering im emotionally confused rite? i noe i nv do...but this is y the word "exceptions" was invented yes?
u promised, apologised a million times, n u done it again.
amazing how ytd can b such a beautiful day n the nx can b such a big pile of BS. it was suppose to b another beautiful day. im sure i was happy the whole dae. we even wore our couples shirt. we were suppose to hav dinner happily at ikea, n hav that romantic walk at pasir ris like u said. i was so damn fking excited when u said dat cuz u were being all romantic-y. it was suppose to b a beautiful day 2dae. WAS SUPPOSE TO.
WHY?! why muz ppl treat me this way?? y ask for another chance n screw it up? how many chances do u expect to get?! dun tell me things like 'u muz love me for who i am'. AHHHHHHH this is where i get really angry. how im actually shaking in anger. how dare u make this about me, raise ur voice at me when u brought all these upon urself. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! y u do this to me? am i not worth it?! dun tell me i am when ur actions tell me otherwise. u noe wad. ya probably im not worth it. 4get it then. y waste ur time, effort n money?! for wad?!
i made it SO DAMN CLEAR b4 we were 2gether..n u promised. it went well for a while then fine u said u made a mistake. i gave u "one last chance" as u said. n u also said u noe wad to do if u did it again. is this last chance too easy to get?? try getting another last LAST chance then.
words. im relying so much on everything u said. TRUST is the word im emphasizing on.
im angry. angry wif how it all seems like a big fat joke dat i dun understand.
cigarettes more important than gf. canot live without it. gf..lose liao can find another one mah. better still go find one dat dun mind. den dun need to listen to all the nagging la..go through all the SUPER DIFFICULT pain of quitting n all this falling out shit. can mayb even smoke wif gf somemore. so gd rite? im not worth all the pain n the effort la. 4get it.
the ONE thing im so damn fking against. ONE THING.
u promised, apologised a million times, n u done it again.
amazing how ytd can b such a beautiful day n the nx can b such a big pile of BS. it was suppose to b another beautiful day. im sure i was happy the whole dae. we even wore our couples shirt. we were suppose to hav dinner happily at ikea, n hav that romantic walk at pasir ris like u said. i was so damn fking excited when u said dat cuz u were being all romantic-y. it was suppose to b a beautiful day 2dae. WAS SUPPOSE TO.
WHY?! why muz ppl treat me this way?? y ask for another chance n screw it up? how many chances do u expect to get?! dun tell me things like 'u muz love me for who i am'. AHHHHHHH this is where i get really angry. how im actually shaking in anger. how dare u make this about me, raise ur voice at me when u brought all these upon urself. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! y u do this to me? am i not worth it?! dun tell me i am when ur actions tell me otherwise. u noe wad. ya probably im not worth it. 4get it then. y waste ur time, effort n money?! for wad?!
i made it SO DAMN CLEAR b4 we were 2gether..n u promised. it went well for a while then fine u said u made a mistake. i gave u "one last chance" as u said. n u also said u noe wad to do if u did it again. is this last chance too easy to get?? try getting another last LAST chance then.
words. im relying so much on everything u said. TRUST is the word im emphasizing on.
im angry. angry wif how it all seems like a big fat joke dat i dun understand.
cigarettes more important than gf. canot live without it. gf..lose liao can find another one mah. better still go find one dat dun mind. den dun need to listen to all the nagging la..go through all the SUPER DIFFICULT pain of quitting n all this falling out shit. can mayb even smoke wif gf somemore. so gd rite? im not worth all the pain n the effort la. 4get it.
the ONE thing im so damn fking against. ONE THING.
~to all u jokers out there. HAHAHA. SO FARNIE RITE?~
posted by Shumz @ 11:06:00 PM
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