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u noe wad? ur friggin lucky..

i feel like a bullseye. all arrows big n small always aiming at me. anitime, n EVERYwhere.

theres so much i wan to do but i cant. cuz ppl DUN LIKE ME TO. ppl A wans me to do this n ppl B wans me to do another thing. dun anione realise im juz listening to someone still? like nobody lets me hav a mind of my own. am i really allowing ppl to push me arnd?

i retreat into my own dream world cuz its where im safest mentally. its probably the reason y i dun get really really mad at ppl. HAHAHA. at least not yet. unless ur dat 1 suay person la.

u try to make everyone happy but its NEVER possible. cuz eventually SOMEONE, will STILL b unhappy even after getting wad he/she wans. so tiring trying to please ppl. but of course how can i treat myself terribly...

i immerse myself in my "zone".

sometimes theres no point caring so much bout anithing. the harder u try, the more u do, the more ppl expect of u. n u tire urself out. sure u can sae their smiles make u feel better...wait wad smiles..?? NO HAV AHH.

heres to everything..WADEVA

~mental case~