oh dear, what can the matter be?
imagine this: telling ur parent(s) theres these type of apple that taste very delicious.
ur parent(s) reply by saying "im very sure an apple is from a tree that grew from a tiny seed..which is how u shld b. u shldnt take up so many things now. u shld concentrate on ur studies. u shldnt always go out wif ur (boy)friend (they refer to my dear as my "fren" like always..). u shld spend more time studying not going out. other things that r not important juz drop them. u can pick them up again after uni..."
of course i wasnt talking bout apples, i was juz talking bout something else. they sae i dun talk to them. wad they dun realise is when i do, they end up nagging at me. which makes me not wan to talk to them. cuz whether or not i talk to them, they will nag at me. so wads the point? its not like they listen to wad i say aniwaes.
they care YES but they dun listen. they like to ASK a lot. they hear, but they dun listen. they can ask me the same thing a few times in the same dae. even when they write down my schedule to keep track of wad im doing everyday, they still ask me wad im doing. like when i sae i hav jamming on wed, they write down clearly i hav jamming on wed. n piano on mon. jazz on tue. they can ask me wad im doing on mon. or tue. or when im going out on mon..they will ask "where u going again??" of course they dun do it in a "i really am juz asking cuz i wan to noe" tone, they ask me in a "always go out nv stay home n study now go out again" kind of tone.
wad if i really do exactly wad they sae? stay hm n study ONLY n quit every they ask me to quit n go out only if i really havta. like going to sch...r they sure THEY will b happy? if they really will b..im speechless.
to them im better off without any frens at all. they keep comparing me wif wad they used to do MANY MANY yrs ago. i wonder if they had any frens. cuz im sure they did. den y r they trying to make me think im better off without frens? i dun get it at all.
y dun they live my life for me instead. i'll juz b their puppet. yes?
ur parent(s) reply by saying "im very sure an apple is from a tree that grew from a tiny seed..which is how u shld b. u shldnt take up so many things now. u shld concentrate on ur studies. u shldnt always go out wif ur (boy)friend (they refer to my dear as my "fren" like always..). u shld spend more time studying not going out. other things that r not important juz drop them. u can pick them up again after uni..."
of course i wasnt talking bout apples, i was juz talking bout something else. they sae i dun talk to them. wad they dun realise is when i do, they end up nagging at me. which makes me not wan to talk to them. cuz whether or not i talk to them, they will nag at me. so wads the point? its not like they listen to wad i say aniwaes.
they care YES but they dun listen. they like to ASK a lot. they hear, but they dun listen. they can ask me the same thing a few times in the same dae. even when they write down my schedule to keep track of wad im doing everyday, they still ask me wad im doing. like when i sae i hav jamming on wed, they write down clearly i hav jamming on wed. n piano on mon. jazz on tue. they can ask me wad im doing on mon. or tue. or when im going out on mon..they will ask "where u going again??" of course they dun do it in a "i really am juz asking cuz i wan to noe" tone, they ask me in a "always go out nv stay home n study now go out again" kind of tone.
wad if i really do exactly wad they sae? stay hm n study ONLY n quit every they ask me to quit n go out only if i really havta. like going to sch...r they sure THEY will b happy? if they really will b..im speechless.
to them im better off without any frens at all. they keep comparing me wif wad they used to do MANY MANY yrs ago. i wonder if they had any frens. cuz im sure they did. den y r they trying to make me think im better off without frens? i dun get it at all.
y dun they live my life for me instead. i'll juz b their puppet. yes?
~utterly pissed~
posted by Shumz @ 8:35:00 PM
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