Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Sunday, March 01, 2009

chapter 4729618 of over-thinking

Shumz Theory #8
Insecurity

can be due to certain trust issues. n trust works 2 ways. either way can cause someone to feel insecure. yes? easily understooded yes? if u dun trust someone, u'll always fear that someone will do something behind ur back, run away, etc.
if that someone cant trust u, and u noe it, that someone might leave. y? y would u wan to stay wif someone u cant trust? UNLESS..

this insecurity comes from feeling inferior. EVEN THOUGH UR NOT. so its u being too "imaginative" or wadeva u wan to call it. putting that someone too high above u thinking ur "not worthy" crap.
however, im not saying this is untrue in certain circumstances. taking the extreme as an example, hmmm. someone who feels dat theres no hope in life, always thinking of commiting suicide, dun bother to care bout his own life, family, dun bother working hard at all.. and an independent woman?

of course if the guy gets motivated by that woman he sees and decides to change for the better, or...if the woman decides to change for the worse........who saes its not possible?

aniwaes. a confident man is always better. n i mean confident. not egoistic.

oh yes insecurity tires ur other half out, in short, it kills. sometimes, juz b confident, not only in urself, in ur other half as well.

of course im talking bout relationships here. isnt TOO many ppl in the world trying to b counsellors. hahaha! wad makes u think im different huh? no la. im juz stating the obvious. i rather stick by piano teaching.

next.
if u duno how to take care of urself, it makes me feel dat u wun noe how to take care of me either.

u noe how amazing piano teaching is?
its such a default feeling, juz like placing the accidental, natural, beside a note. it cancels the sharp OR flat effect! sharp being, gd happy things. flat being the opp.

teaching starts wif a neutral feeling, and then of course, i still get angry at those -.-" students, and happy cuz of some of my farnie students. LOLS. some of them really cute la!!

its that amazing. i nv thought i could put aside my feelings for anithing. till ytd. hahaha.

hav other theories to talk about actually but its not impt to anione else but myself. n im lazy now, like i always am.

hence..

~shall i give in to my belief?~

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