oh wow look! long post!

looked through the older posts, those that i mentioned trying to get millions of things done and proving things to myself. yeah i accomplished so much of wad i set out to do. but i'm still not satisfied enough. it probably isnt the thing i was really looking for. i just wanted to noe dat i can do it which yeah i did.

i'm just looking for that ONE path i'd want to take more seriously. so everyday i walk a little on each different paths. its just the time constraint issues i have. i can never walk enuff of the path to find out whats at the other end or what it has to offer along the way.

i'm just really thankful opportunities r flowing in. sometimes overflowing. and me? i just really want to grab on to every single one of them! even though i KNOW theres only one of me.. n tons of opportunities. but it all looks so good! i cant bear to miss a single one of them.

someone is suuurreee looking out for me. some guardian angel person.. thing.. wadever. =D slow down man!

but yeah. now i have tons of all these opportunities and responsibilities i dun even noe wad to do with myself.

sometimes i just wan to sit on the beach n forget everything.

i'm still thinking of the beach.

n my babie asked me "when r u free lor?!"

HAHAHA

let me see.. *flips planner* eerrr..... *long pause*

AH HA! MAY! after xams!

oh wait no.. havta prepare students for pre-exam assessment.

AH HA! JUNE! no wait.. tons of work stuff. BUT ITS THE SCH HOLIDAYS.. i dun havta go to sch. just work rite? i'm sure i can sqeeze out ONE day. and another in case the first one rains...

incoming responsibilities, i'll just b working five days a wk. and schooling five days a wk. piano, violin and jazz stuffed into two days a wk. theres some obvious overlapping here... theres more! long list eh?

yesyes. i shld get to doing my stuff n not complain so much. i just hav too much to do, don't noe where to start with, so i started WITH! ranting.. yay...

~ppl sae i'm funny. i'm not funny. im simply mentally hilarious!~