another 'fml' of the year

It's nearing my birthday. And almost every year since I was 16, I either don't feel good about my birthday, as if something is going to go wrong, or something will literally go wrong.

Like today...

Of all the times in the world...

It had to rain

It had to rain today

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's on a bike

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's on a bike without a raincoat

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's on a bike without a raincoat on my way to work

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's on a bike without a raincoat on my way to work and without an umbrella

It had to rain today when I'm about to leave Mac's on a bike without a raincoat on my way to work and without an umbrella. And even after getting an umbrella..

It had to rain.

And even after getting an umbrella while a being a little too drenched already cause I was on the bike..

It had to rain.

And even after getting a new umbrella, the new umbrella had to LEAK.

And the new umbrella had to leak on the day I'm carrying my laptop, new phone, and iTouch.

It had to rain, and I had to carry a stupid new leaky umbrella while on the way to work.

And while on the way to work being constantly dripped on because I can't find where the bloody rain is seeping through the new leaky umbrella, my student had to cancel lesson.

My student had to cancel lesson after all I've been through, and really wet + carrying all my electronics.

And now my poor babie must be very pissed with me cause he had to ride in the rain just because he thought I had to go to work

And my poor babie must be very pissed with me now cause the rain made his iTouch and earphones swim in rain in the bike's box

And my poor babie must be very pissed with me now cause I didn't want to leave Mac's when the sky was dark

I didn't want to leave Mac's when the sky was dark because I wanted to study

And this is the first time in a long long while I wanted to study this bad and had so much energy to be able to concentrate on what I'm studying.

BUT it had to rain.

It had to rain today.

And the bloody rain just stopped, after me all drenched and pissed, with my poor babie pissed at me too, and finally home, all changed and bitching about the blardy rain.

It had to stop now.

You can't hold in your pee anymore, and can't pee at the right time.

Mother nature must be getting really old.

~chronicles of the blardy untimely rain~