because of irrationality

I've come to realise how sometimes I don't think like a girl. I don't know if it is a good or a bad thing. But because I am after all, a female, I still do have terrible irrational girlish feelings.

I can't help but have this 'sour' feeling in me just because the whole day I was only looking forward to 1 thing, and just so happens that it only lasted 1/12 of the day.

I wish I can have ALMOST non-existent girlish emotions, just like men. Things are sometimes just easier if emotions were not there to complicate things.

And heres proof that some old songs are just fantastic..

Nat King Cole - Smile


Smile though your heart is aching 
Smile even though it's breaking 
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by 
If you smile through your fear and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through for you 

Light up your face with gladness 
Hide every trace of sadness 
Although a tear may be ever so near 
That's the time you must keep on trying 
Smile, what's the use of crying? 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just smile 

That's the time you must keep on trying 
Smile, what's the use of crying? 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just smile


Hate not feeling a 100%. Hate falling sick. Hate not feeling balanced. Hate not BEING balanced. Some of these girlish feelings have to go.

~smile~