a jellYbean's bEans

things r not as simple as it seemed..so many things hav happened..so many ppl hav approaced me to talk to me..budden all made me promise not to tell..the thing is..there r things i think we all havta sit down 2gether n talk..if u juz tell me..i alone canot change things if ppl still hav major misunderstanding wif each other..juz bcuz their personalities crash..hmm..i really hope things will get better..if not..07 is going to be left wif only like wad..2 person ar..*siGh*

ytd nv blog..too tired le..too many things to do..sometimes really quite fan nao..i really trying to bond the class..budden some ppl juz not mixing around enuff..there r somethings that some ppl think n do..dat makes me feel they still not mature..not saying im v mature..i do go nuts at times..aniwaes..aiyo..everything bout my class..hahaha

hmm..do ppl who break up all feel the same? hmm..some how i think they do? cuz experience the same things..miss the same things..feel the same things n stuff..so emotionally unstable..its like everything can remind me of mr.b ba..n i mean EVERYTHING..buses,cars,cabs,mrt,slp,sun,moon,stars,grass,shopping,EVERYTHING LA..hmm..budden i guess im feeling better le ba..so much easier to choke back tears now..so haven been crying for few daes le ba..feel a sense of accomplishment! lol!

tml going bowling..hmm..first time..hmm..the place really looks nice from far..hahaha..not so sure bout playing the game itself..sure v ma lu de..hahaha..

during programming wanted to blog de..budden so bz leh! hmm..programming makes me high man..when comes to programming me n ms.s will go mad..wonder y lor..but gd la..luffter is the bez medicine..i love going mad..luff out of nowhere..hahaha..

chamz la..2nd wk of sch only..i so damn lazy do hw liao..tml got b&fi to do i nv touch yet..hahaha..not intending to do leh..haiz~ laziest class rep in the world..hahaha!

im going to market a product..medicine for the broken-hearted..dat is if i can really make something lidat..hmm..wish for the world to b free from the pain of broken-heart..wish the world to b full of love..mayb this is y i support gays a lot..as long as there is love..i'll support it..after all..they're humans too!!! i disagree wif everyone who disagree gay relationships..b open minded man..they're just different..we all r..theres nothing wrong wif them..they being a minority doesnt mean their wong in anywae..

~to forget is not a choice..to let go is a need..to move on i will..to b free i am..to b happy im trying..to b sad i refrain..to forgive i hav..~