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stupid grace..so irritating la she..stupid idiot..everytime complain so much..even herself also sian le..hate it la..hate singlehood..y isit so difficult to get use to this leh..so sian de leh..will banging head on wall give amnesia? is that wad u call it? juz forget a lot of things..even for a while also better den now..few mins/hrs/days/wks/months also can..dun mind..at least relief my pain for a while..running away is not a solution..budden sometimes its juz soooooo..attractive..HAHAHA..pain-free for a while..i can stand it..i keep lingering around the same topic..around the same prob..sux big time..hate myself for everything la..stupid shit..sian until..duno got wad can do..if i hav a gun now..i'll shoot myself

got new game intro by mr.w..like beatmania..some o2jam thingy..v old game..now den i noe..so damn lag..aniwaes..haiz~ so hot tired duno wad duno wad..stupid grandaunt come visit me..idiot..these daes like nothing to talk bout leh..to everybody..got things to do leh..but v tired..dun feel like doing anithing but sitting here..

ms.c gave me n ms.s a prezzie each..hahaha..quite cute..note pad thingy in a shape of a heel..cute..hahaha..spent a lot ytd..shittiez man..am going to b so dead the rest of the month..LOL..heck care man..the most go hungry only..*yAwnN!* damn cramps..make me so tired!

i actually imagined myself crying like mad n smashing the photoframe on the floor..den got broken glass on the floor..watch too much tv..hahaha..

i think im too fat..hmm..ya..go on starvation diet..again..hahaha..madness..nono..canot live without chocolates..

i love my bears..they are cute n furry..

obviously im only using 1/100 of my brain..nothing is making sense as of now..so dizzy man..hahaha..mayb im going to pass out..ya..i think i should..if only i had a choice..........hmm.....

i am a stupid girl..[XiAo PaNg] says: shut up grace

its ok if things dun make sense to u..its not u..its me..

~i believe love is not blind..love sees but does not mind~