im really tired now

u've never really forgiven someone till u get over being jealous. u cant always sae ur over it when ur mentioning it over n over again u noe? its really interesting how many problems points back to being jealous.

i was watching this show on MTV bout some jealousy thingy n it featured this 2 couples. somethings look juz so familiar to me. hahaha. i cant help but to admit i've become a jealous person. cuz i dun used to b one, at least to me.

damn nv tot i had to bring work home. but i hav no choice. my contract's ending this fri! n in my last wk they decided to stuff things to me. things dat i dun even think is suppose to b done by me. VERY stupid things like being the guardian of 300files. whoeva wans to take any of the files havta go pass me. RITE. if only they knew how to put back the files they take out, that wun b necessary. but NOOOO. some ppl juz like to take n dump it somewhere to collect dust, to feed the termites n wadeva dat eats paper, instead of putting it back to where it belongs. then, i'll havta do up slides for presentation myself. rite. sounds so simple rite, cuz dats all i noe im suppose to do. dun even noe wad exactly is suppose to b inside, when the presentation is, for whom the presentation is put up for etc. hahaha! wadeva.

HAHAHA! wads really gd bout the contract ending is i really get to catch up wif my music. means im taking up drumming. LOLS. provided those who said they'll go really keeps to their word. but currently no-one seems to b more keen than me. AGAIN. as usual.

this is y i dun listen to chinese channels on internet radio. cuz theres only 1 channel dats listen-able, n the connection is horrible. not like all the other eng n jazz channels. they dun breakup after every few mins. totally pisses me off. damn as if i need more reasons NOT to listen to chinese songs...

i really need time away from work from home from singapore. im in serious need of going somewhere to shut down. hahaha!

~dream child~