1001 things...

ok im suppose to b slping now but i cant cuz theres 1001 things running through my mind now. some very random stuffs dat im thinking bout now:

1. i wan to start smoking
   (this is the last thing i eva tot will come from me..i hate ppl who smoke i hate cigrattes i hate everything bout it but i duno..recently i juz think toooooo much of it.)
2. i need a drink
   (not water. some booze. something very strong.)
3. i wan to hit the gym
   (i've nv had a nice gym experience..so this shows how much i need to do something bout my fat self)
4. i wan to jog
   (again, i hate running i hate jogging. i only like to walk. i dun mind walking for hrs its fine. n im not even talking bout window shopping or shopping in anyway)
5. i need to see the doc to get some medication
   (my jazz teacher sae i shld get it..i think i shld. he also said i need to learn to relax. HAHAHA. i find it hilarious)
6. i think i look like hell
7. i totally love my new laptop
8. i need something to help vent my anger?
9. i wan to learn drumming
10. im learning too many things
11. i hate my job, its unproductive
12. i'll nv get into uni
13. my life is kinda screwed
14. i need a tan
15. i need to diet badly
16. my hair is such a mess, i hav no idea wad to do wif it
17. my life is totally screwed
18. i need money
19. i love music
20. it doesnt take a lot to piss me off these daes

its sounding kinda like a too early onset of midlife crisis. HAHAHA.

theres a damn fly flying arnd at this time of the nite? i feel like mr bean.....lols. the damn thing is blind n is pissing me off.

shit i scratched my arm n now theres a whole patch of tiny red dots forming all over the area. n its not going away.

i think im going mad soon.

~everyday is the worse day ever~