Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

random blabberings

i so totally need to blog now. i need to blog so badly.

time is passing so frigging slow to my liking. usually it passes so fast! usually when i look at the time its lunch, then mayb 3 or 4+, the mail time, then time to go home. usually at this time im still eating. or something liddat. im so bored! i received 3 cases to process this morning (yeah! work!) but i havta wait for signatures. so b4 i get the signatures i can only sit n wait. which is so horrible.

visited some blogs here n there, looked around, ate biscuits, drank water. ITS STILL 1+. =(. i watched videos from i-am-bored, i read nonsense from that webbie, luffed, b amazed by some weird/amazing/freaky things ppl can do, ebuddy the whole morning till now. ITS STILL 1+. =((

so as usual, (im sure everyone noes this), i think of all sorts of nonsense n rubbish. sometimes its juz better to keep things to urself. esp troubles. the more u disperse ur troubles, the more solutions u get. the solutions will affect u in all different ways, confuse u, n in the end only adds to ur trouble. but then again, not doing anithing about the trouble wun make it go away. doing something dats not ur decision, wun make it go away nicely all the time. but it doesnt mean doing it ur way is the best way, ending up in regret is sooooo common its horrible.

no i dun hav ani prob now (unless its an unconcious problem..hahaha!). i juz hav a super bored mind. thinking of all sorts of nonsense. inactive brain n body makes me so super sleepy. wads more north pole is as cold as ever. juz wan to cuddle up in bed to slp.

i did something juz a couple of yrs ago, once, n ytd nite i wanted to do it again. its so stupid but the way i do it is so much less serious than anione else. it keeps things real for me. make me feel like im here. the cold against the warm. but i swore to myself nv to do it again. so i shall try my best not to? (do not ask wad this is, a magician nv reveals its secrets..no theres no link juz dun ask. HAHAHA.)

i dun really enjoy being this way but i duno how to snap out of it. im irritated by so many things. myself especially. emo sai. occurs when i wan to b alone. YA. not when im alone. hmmm. shall test this to see if its true. hahaha.

oh ytd's jamming was all over the place. hahaha! its like a thousand piece jigsaw. we played bars of songs here n there. hahaha! its so much fun man. but nx time we really shld prepare mayb not juz 1 song. 2? 3? so we wun be saying "wen rou wen rou" only. hahaha. lols. but i wonder when will the nx jam session b...hmmmm

~back to work~

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