Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Friday, May 02, 2008

see red

suppose to b a happy post cuz i juz got my new laptop ytd. sony vaio the red one. n finally edited all my songs n complied it to 2 folders, albums n individual songs. will post the picture of my pretty red stuffs when i manage to take a pic of it all.

papa fetch me to work 2dae, ARGH. he nag bout how much my family dun hav "family life" all the way from home. its like a total of 45mins? haiz. it sux la. big time. he asked me qns like im the family counsellor..things like wad we havta do to hav family life. do we need a maid? den he complain my mama sae if we dun hav a maid she will end up doing everything. which is partially true. so i said y not juz get a part time maid to clean the hse. den my papa sae it doesnt matter whether its a part time or full time maid. omg. im going to go crazy la. listening to him shouting all the way my brain hurts. den he asked if we were to sit down to talk about this whether or not i will b a willing party. HELLO his like practically shouting at me wad u wan me to sae. its obvious theres only 1 thing to sae wad rite. of course i said yes la. i wanted to sae "provided u dun keep shouting like dat". but didnt sae it. i hate to speak when im pissed. i juz wan everyone to shut up n go away. he talked so much n keep asking me to comment on things i dun even noe wad to sae. like "wad do u think is the role of a daughter, wad is the role of a father, a mother n a brother". WTH. hey im not the one wif the family. if THEY duno, how am i suppose to noe? the only reference i can get is from my own family rite since i lived wif them my whole life...i juz duno how to answer his qns. n keeping quiet is NOT an option cuz he will juz start to speak even louder. makes me wan to sae "y not we juz get a family counsellor".

sux i think his going to hold a "conference" this sat. no more normal sat AGAIN. its true my family dun hav family life. my mama works all the time even as a teacher. my bro sits in his rm all the time. my didi juz dun listen to anibody, dun study n watch too much tv so he gets nagged at so often. n dat leaves me...somewhere in btwn. i stick to my com a lot, dats true. but i nag at my didi too cuz i duno wad kind of brain he has it juz pisses me off. he keep saying he wans a new laptop (FOR WAD. HIS LIKE PRI 6.) n he keep saying my mama sae if he gets at least 230 for his PSLE she will buy him a new com. n my papa sae if he gets at least 250 he will buy him a new com. n my papa also told my didi if he gets 250 I will buy him a new com. ya..like never ever. my only promise to my didi is dat if he gets more than 230 i will buy him an ipod. FRIGGIN HELL. being the youngest n most lazy child gets so much motivation N HE STILL DOES NOTHING. all he does is watch tv, hang arnd me watching me settle my new laptop n keep going on n on about getting a new laptop. i hav no choice but to bark at him n ask him to study..dat is if he eva wans a new laptop. BUT the thing is, even if he dun get 230, i bet on my own life dat he will still get a laptop aniwae.

my old fujitsu laptop, the one dat has been shocked by lightening, my papa's planning bring it to fujitsu to repair. den he said, if he repairs, my didi can use n he can use it too. HELLO. wads the point? they dun like him to keep thinking about playing, but they're going to let him hav a laptop aniwae? wads the point? they juz sae things, n contradict themselves in the end. den my didi will noe not to believe wadeva they sae n juz dun listen to them, cuz in the end he juz gets wad he wans. wadeva la i really dun get it. they think my didi shldnt b punished cuz he will lose confidence. HIS FRIGGING RUDE. n they dun do anithing about it. IM always the only one nagging at my didi about how rude he is. n all my parents sae is "ya". wth man. i dun get it. i really dun. they dun even reflect on wad their doing? if 1 way dun work go the other way. always complain about ppl being not flexible. pot calling the kettle black...

the family matters are killing me man.

almost forgot about setting up for 2dae's briefing. but the weird thing is the speaker is still sitting here.....how come.....dun tell me i set up for nothing? cant b wad. unless i slp through my wkend n 2dae is monday......

rite juz found out the briefing is at 2. LOLS. wadeva. will hav snacks to eat later =D.

i cant wait to go home to watch show on my fei2 niu1 (not fat cow). hahaha! such a yucky name to give to such a pretty thing but haiz. the name juz stuck to it. yes im talking bout my red vaio laptop. hahaha!

ok back to work...

~8 working days left?~

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