MILD depression

my parents seem to b SO worried for me. but everything juz seems the same. do i look like im dying or do i seem like im in extreme depression or something? cuz they r so worried bout me IM FEELING SCARED. like mayb something IS really wrong wif me...they say they NOE im not happy. i noe im not happy but i tot im always like that. so i duno wads wrong.

i went to search for ppl feeling the same as me. den i realised its wad they call "mild depression". cuz no matter wad happens u juz feel v sad v easily but not to the point u wan to commit suicide, n not to the point u can/want/need to cry.

i think i juz need to get out more. more fresh air. more exercise. but my parents wan me to b home for dinner more often. not dat i dun. is juz dat sometimes they dun leave any food for me. cuz i do hav lessons till bout 7+ n can only reach home at 8+. n they tot i wun b having dinner for me..its not like i only go for lessons once in a while rite. but fine im used to dat. the point is i do wan to go home for dinner more often.

dont tell me my parents r stalking my blog. is dat y they seem to noe im so upset bout like EVERYTHING? gdness...but i hav no intentions in changing my blog link. i love brandied cherries. hahahahahaha. ok i think im mad.

shall go bathe. will b getting advises from shi fu later. i really hope he can give me advises or give me a direction in life. tell me wads rite n wads wrong wads gd n wads bad. cuz im so lost now. i dun even noe y im so upset at everything.

on a lighter note, i messed up n solved the rubics cube 4 times ytd nite. hahaha! so cool. ok shall go bathe n prepare to meet shi fu.

~stop yelling!~