Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

honey-mooners

ok im juz being emo. all below is some form of "release" so i dun feel like everything is packed inside me. hahaha!

u noe how when everything starts out in a relationship as the best time u've had cuz its wad ppl call the "honeymoon" period? how is this rite, when ur suppose to love each other more as time passes by? it shld always b the other way round or at least everything shld become EVEN BETTER as time goes by. cant the love be spread out evenly? so there wun b DOWNS. just tiny ups n downs which wun matter. aniwaes!

was in papa's car when i heard the DJ talk bout something i think is SO SUPER TRUE. y isit when relationships juz started out the guy will always wan to hug, kiss, hold the girl's hand. its just like he canot get his hands off her. but 2-3yrs later, holding hands becomes a problem? the DJ said, the girl will bug the guy to hold her hand n stuff like dat. n the guy will think she is v irritating, or is cuz of sweaty hands, or its hot to hold hands, uncomfortable or wadeva shitty excuses. or simply, juz stops doing it. holding hands is a form of protection, such a simple action actually means a lot. (to me. after analyzing u noe..my own wadevas). cuz i noe how it feels to wait for him to come hold my hand. (sorry if i sound sad...i cant help it...trying to make a point here). i also noe how it feels to wan to hold his hand but u cant cuz of some stupid breakup thing or wadeva. personally, my hand will feel "naked", n i will feel "vulnerable", emo, afraid, etc. when we're 2gether but not holding hands. sometimes i juz wan him to b the one to hold my hand. cuz it has become such a habit dat everytime i see him i'll hold his hand automatically. but of course in this crazy little mind of mine, i think of all sorts of kuku things such "test if he would come hold my hand". n when it fails, hmm...well lets juz sae the feeling is really quite unsetting.

next. listening! im sure everyone has a "go to" fren. someone u can share everything wif. not necessary ur gf/bf. cuz sometimes ppl outside the circle seems to hav more patience. they dun brush it off wif "i dun wan to care laaaaa" kind of attitude. ya its true it doesnt really concern u, but having to talk to each other everyday, there will b stupid uninteresting things like dat too rite?

so wad time does is to decrease the patience n tiny little things dat matters? is dat wad its suppose to b like?

im full of stupid qns 2dae. probably cuz im at home. hahaha!

in serious need of booze. but instead of hunting for it, i poured myself a cup of soya milk. don't i juz love myself too much? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. joke of the day.

i declare myself a guai kia! hahahahaha! dun like clubbing, dun really wan to drink outside, n thoughts bout smoking....is not as strong animore. wadeva. im clearly out of things to talk about.

~"u silly minded cow!"~

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