REALLY tired

"u keep going out n all u get is happiness...". my mama said dat la. i didnt noe happiness was a bad thing. i duno. haiz. sometimes i juz dun get wad they're trying to sae? i love my life now cuz i am happier wad! n i love hanging out wif all my frens. n whether or not i made plans or whether or not i tell them b4 hand its pointless. they complain i nv make plans, i make plans n they still complain. n its not even dat i plan to stay out 2dae. ARGH. tons to sae but im juz so totally sian bout it.

oh follow up of previous post. MAYB I WAS WRONG. HAHAHAHAHAHA. his still saying his thinking of the qn n duno if he shld ask. but u noe somehow i juz think its not coming out anitime soon. which is gd! cuz i really enjoy the me now. hahaha! single n free (except for the parents part).

hmmm. ytd was a long dae. almost pon that xam sia. but didnt la. hahaha. didnt wan to disappoint someone. lols!!! no la. juz tot go in n shade all 'b's. hahaha! so. den after xam went zz's bdae. his really a nice guy man. hmm. eve, vivz, me, ricky, joys, brian, louis n sky went for lunch wif zz. his treat. hahaha. but this bz man! had to leave after lunch cuz his customer was at the shop. tsktsktsk. well the cake joys got was damn nice la! muz hav it again. hahaha!

after dat they decided to watch batman, but i already watched it. so juz nice everything fell into place, i went to meet liang who was getting his 1st tattoo. gosh. felt like some asian version of miami ink. SO COOL. make me wan to get something small somewhere. LOLS. but no la of course i wun. dun hav the money for dat. i wan to pierce my tongue, n my ears too. but dun worrie la i wun also. hahaha. wa can see the ppl getting tattoo there all in pain but they all trying not to show it. liang said cuz theres a girl there. HAHAHA. ya i was the only girl in the shop. lols!!! 3 tattoo artists n 3 customers n 1 girl. HAHAHA. i was there to watch only. lols! like so sadist. see ppl in pain. =X. but left arnd 7+ rite after liang's tattooing juz started. hahaha!

then went esplanade to see blackforest's acostic performance. had dinner wif ernest, vivz, eve, bal n ah foo. not bad leh the food there. hahaha. den our dear eve spit hongkong ice blended milk tea on us. HAHAHA. specifically vivz, me n ernest. cuz of some gross joke thingy they were saying. gdness.

den ernest left after the dinner to go play wif his new electronic drumset. so fun sia..haiz. den the rest of us went wif bal to meet his frens at this pub at clarke quay. parents called me la! ask me to go home immediately. sianz. complained all the way till we were in the pub. sat there listening to this band for quite a long while den haiz. eve n vivz accompany me to the bus stop to wait for NR. so super sian. friggin party pooper. wanted to meet up wif liang again actually to see his tattoo. lols. end up havta pang seh to go home. sux.

2dae? wanted to go swimming. early morning tio nag like duno wad. k lor. pang seh AGAIN. 2 person somemore. no mood to go aniwhere animore. canot go out stay home still nvm. wad i do at home also will tio nag. like sitting in front of my laptop, watching dvds, watching dramas, shows, chatting. all will tio nag. this is y i rather go out n stay out. cuz at least wif frens arnd me they nag i'll still b fine. at home? rot n die here.

tml going hiking wif vish n liang. i cant wait la. rot at home. so damn sian. haiz.

haven jog for the whole wk! n ate SO much gd food somemore! dead liao la. gain weight le. =(. the most i'll drag myself out for a jog later. but really not in the mood to do anithing at all. ARGH. ya lor its better to b sad n sian than happy aniwaes...

~just when i tot im a happier person...~