CRAZY

its freaking hell driving me crazy. keep thinking about it over n over n over n over AND OVER again. im giving it 3 days. its not even 1 day n im going crazy. i dont wish to generalise so i hope something happens soon. a promise is a promise la! friggin do it already! i better not lose slp over this. im already a little deprived of proper slp. cuz of the party. hahaha!

juz duno y i can nv slp in the morning no matter how tired i am. nite cycling slp arnd 7+am, woke up 11+am. clubbing. slp 6+am? woke up 8+am. so retarded. tried to slp juz now arnd 11+am woke up arnd 1pm.

its really really driving me nuts la! ARGH. plus all the crap bout going australia to study. I DUN WAN LA. i dun wan!!! i wish it'll juz turn out the way i wan it to. i dun mind it being the way i picture it in my head. which doubles the driving me crazy part.

IF ONLY. haiz. if only...

ARGH. ASS LA. SHIT. SUX LA. i dun wan.......haiz.

All I need in this life is one, one thing to believe in..Poison never hurt so good..it's so nice of you

PLEASE DO NOT ask me bout anithing in this post. i juz needed a place to release that one tiny percentage of stress. dun add on by asking me bout it.

~do it already!!!~