when love hurts the most

cried myself silly over someone's love story, remembering the last time i cried, a while ago over my own. ironically it wasnt as bad. reading someone's broken love story, the unexpected happenings. it hurts me so bad. my puffy red eyes as proof.

as if crying over someone's love story is not enuff, i gotta watch ps i love u n cry somemore. hahaha!

is there something i shld cry about, something bout myself? YES of course there is. look at my draining bank a/c. i love my life now cuz im doing something i love. music. but i cant support myself.

damn. so bloody sweet.

oh gawd. MY EYES. MY HEAD. HAHAHA. feels like its exploding. lols.

jamming later! YEAH!

~get it right!~