your regrets

wad was dat post about? something dat kept me awake lor. sort of. slp almost arnd 4am, woke up at 8am. wad did i lose slp over rite?!?! ARGH. im not exactly sure. but IM SCARED! wad if wadeva im assuming n thinking is true?? shit. SEE yum! i told u its jinx! ='(. i hope, for our nameless band's sake, dat for once im wrong...cuz to the qn dat i think will pop up mayb 2dae..? the answer isnt going to b v nice! =( =( =(!!!

i'd love to i'd really love to!!! but not now.. im not done having my share of fun. i dun wan to jump into something im afraid of to begin wif. haiz. n i dun wan to jump into something when i still hav that big major false hope bout a particular cat. hahahahahahaha! who messed up my life. YES. see y i totally love dat analysis now? but i really shld 4get it. its super dumb to harbour such great false hopes on something dat will NEVER eva happen. hahaha! but rather look the other way..?!?!?!

im trying to look through everything n think back on everything. any subtle hints. although there r actions there already but hints! anithing at all. digging up archives. hahahaha! such nonsense. i hav xam tml n im worried bout something else. or rather somebody. i cant think animore neither can i register anithing in my brain. im dying to noe wad he wans to ask, but on the other hand my instincts tell me its THAT qn, but i dun wan to face it cuz my answer mite just bring a downfall to my lovely band. HOW?!?!?! multiple contridictions here! i cant even work wif 1. dead. ISIT ME?! argh. WHY? OH NO. was it the go wif the flow convo? ARGH. i cant even think wad kind of answer will i give. I DUNO! im thinking both ways at once. HELP! =(

i dun wan to do this man. haiz. i cant handle it. i hope the nx post is: i think too much la! I WAS WRONG. YEAH! HAHAHAHA.

oh yes. alvin taught me bout positive thinking. im sure everything is going to be alrite. im sure i was just thinking too much. this better work man. HAHAHA

~when another blind one comes along~