Ah Kong
hav disappeared for quite a few days. 5 daes to b exact. barely slpt 14hrs in these 5 daes. our beloved grandpa passed away on 3rd aug. so many things happen this past wk! the super happy n the super sad. the mixture of feelings n odd slping time is giving me wad seem like insomnia. cant slp! super tired but juz cant get to slp. shall try to slp later.
tot i wouldnt cry at my ah kong's wake. managed dat for a few daes until 2dae. gdness. n all the prayers n blessings we've gone through, i still hav one specific prayer stuck inside my head. its like im hearing it from a distance. it is scary if u think about it but somehow its juz calming to me. hmmm.
the past few daes felt like i've distanced myself from the outside world for quite a long while. feels so dreamy..unreal. denial?? cant b rite. or its juz the insufficient amt of slp?
ahh yes i do wan to thank my deardear. for pei-ing me from 11pm+ all the way till 6.25am on the first nite. not sure if my parents noe, but im v sure they already suspect something. it was really nice to hav him there. =). we talked so much bout wad we xpect out of some of the aspects of our r/s. it was kind of a serious talk too. hahaha. n the past few daes i've come to realise my deardear is real sweet. hahaha! oh well honeymoon or not as long as we're happy.
theres so many things dat cant b explained. the reason y we havta follow such superstitious thingy. y im doing wad im doing. ppl qn y im wif my deardear. even my deardear ask me y im wif him. lols. i cant explain y im feeling dat way can i? it JUST IS!
being 2gether wif my cuzzies for the past few daes wa. we got to noe even more things man. i think its real nice we're such a closely knitted bunch. love u guys!
tot i wouldnt cry at my ah kong's wake. managed dat for a few daes until 2dae. gdness. n all the prayers n blessings we've gone through, i still hav one specific prayer stuck inside my head. its like im hearing it from a distance. it is scary if u think about it but somehow its juz calming to me. hmmm.
the past few daes felt like i've distanced myself from the outside world for quite a long while. feels so dreamy..unreal. denial?? cant b rite. or its juz the insufficient amt of slp?
ahh yes i do wan to thank my deardear. for pei-ing me from 11pm+ all the way till 6.25am on the first nite. not sure if my parents noe, but im v sure they already suspect something. it was really nice to hav him there. =). we talked so much bout wad we xpect out of some of the aspects of our r/s. it was kind of a serious talk too. hahaha. n the past few daes i've come to realise my deardear is real sweet. hahaha! oh well honeymoon or not as long as we're happy.
theres so many things dat cant b explained. the reason y we havta follow such superstitious thingy. y im doing wad im doing. ppl qn y im wif my deardear. even my deardear ask me y im wif him. lols. i cant explain y im feeling dat way can i? it JUST IS!
being 2gether wif my cuzzies for the past few daes wa. we got to noe even more things man. i think its real nice we're such a closely knitted bunch. love u guys!
~ah kong we'll miss u!~
posted by Shumz @ 4:22:00 PM
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