did it matter

I thought I'd spend my last days
Holding your hand
Now all of my senses lie here dead on the floor

But at the end of my life
I'll look back on my life
and I'll know that my life was good
At the end of my life
I'll look back on my life
See I went after you like I should
I went after what I wanted
I went after what I wanted
And I never really got it

Everything else I lost it
I went after what I wanted
I went after what I wanted
And the rest don't really matter
It don't matter at all

random song that caught my ear. hahaha! gdness. i dun even noe wad songs i actually hav till it comes up randomly n catches my attention. which is quite rare cuz its not dat easy to make me concentrate on wad im actually doing esp when im online or watching tv. im sure many ppl already noe how i actually hav non-existing multitasking skills. its like im in a zone or something. HAHAHA.

~Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same~