the unsaid, wtf of the year
curfews n restrictions shld decrease as age increases. but mine doesnt. mine gets WORSE. its getting SO DAMN ridiculous i really duno wad to sae la. it totally pisses me off lor. which 20 yr old still gets told this "go home straight after all ur classes!", "take ur lunch n dinner at home, dun ask anione to go out for lunch or dinner dates. n when ppl ask u dun juz go" WTF of the yr man. (SORRY but YES i do hav a temper i do get angry too). which includes my drum lessons n stuffs AND work. how dumb is dat?! its like CHAIN ME UP THEN.
once upon a time, i told my parents i applied to b a piano teacher at cristofori. ONCE UPON A TIME papa and mama were quite happy dat i did dat. "ya i think dats gd" they said. nodding n smiling like "WOW FINALLY she does the right thing." cuz i had shitty jobs b4. n they keep telling me to get a job related to finance, OR MUSIC. ONCE UPON A TIME AR.
TODAY. papa said something like "i really dun think ur doing the right thing now unless u tell me wad u wan to do" ya theres really something wrong wif the sentence itself but as the daughter for the past 20yrs. let me decode it for u. it says "i dun think teaching piano is wad ur suppose to do. unless u can tell me u hav plans to be a piano teacher" BUT papa also said b4, n emphasized it a couple million more times "DUN EVA be a teacher" because.. "LOOK AT UR MAMA". he dun like wad my mama is doing. so even if i were to tell him i wan to b a piano teacher. ITS WRONG. am i not rite to sae dat?
they're not even happy for me when i sae i became the lead trainer la. they said they still think its not a job i shld b doing. n dat lead trainer thing is teaching DJ-ing programme. not radio dj. those real dj at clubs. n some other programme as well. 2hrs 50bucks. i use to havta work 1whole dae juz to get like wad 40+ bucks? now its only 2hrs. wads so terrible? y cant they b happy for me?
DEN. i passed my stupid bloody AFP. i got my cert 2dae. to them its juz another piece of paper. like u can juz pick it up on the streets. HELLO. i noe i didnt study for it but HEY I PASSED LOR. me? no time management? duno how to handle my studies? at least i bothered to retake the stupid thing la.
y dun they juz live my life for me la seriously. i'll juz b the puppet lor. they ask me do wad i do wad. dats wads happening now aniwaes. zun zun after work 9.45pm muz call me wor. zun zun 9pm after my class end. muz call me also. put a frigging tracking device on me la. save phone bill somemore. wad the hell did i eva do to make them NOT trust me AT ALL. WAD??? its not like im pregnant, its not like i got home dead drunk, its not like i steal, kill or wadeva the hell isit ppl do. i go out hav fun come home in 1 piece. IM 20 LA. NOT 12. wtf lor. n wad having fun is wrong la? ya not suppose to b happy now lor hor. suppose to study till i go mad die n rot at home. ARGH BLOODY ANGRY LA. Y THEY TREAT ME LIKE LITTLE GIRL. WTH. things were diff in sec sch lor. sec sch go home 2, 3am nvm la. NOW. WTF 11PM??? 10PM??? WTF.
even more stupid thing. im not allowed to date. they dun even wan me to b attached. SORRY BUT I ALREADY AM LOR. n dun wan me to see my deardear animore?? for jamming ok but other times canot. like wth?! n tell me "before i get to noe who he is i dun wan u to date him n let him date u". HAHAHA. YA DEN HOW U GOING TO NOE HIM? U GOING TO DATE HIM LA. HA. HA. HA. wadeva la crap shit. den tell me wad its ok if nx time i canot find anione. PAPA SAE HE'LL FIND FOR ME. WTF. YA....matchmaking sia. ya lor. parents pick. YES IM SURE I'LL B HAPPY WIF ANIONE THEY HANDPICK LOR. IM SURE THEY CAN FORCE US TO LOVE EACH OTHER LOR. IM SURE I'LL THEN B XIN FU FOREVER. im as sure as the sun rise from the west n set in the east la. im DAT sure man.
haizhaizhaizhaizhaiz. no matter where i go wad i do n everything muz come up wif report de den can. n when its time to go home muz go home immediately. wa lau sounds like pri sch.
i hope i get depression soon. SERIOUSLY.
lunch 2dae was SOOOOOOOOOOO #$^#!@ as well. 1hr nia. still die die wan pick me up bring me home make me gobble down my food den rush to send me back to work. im not saying i dun love home cook food. theres juz times when its not suitable to do crap like this lor. my students always reach b4 their class start de. he manager ppl wait for him nvm. im not leh. other ppl's parents will niao me one lor! he dun need listen to these crap but i do lor! haiz. duno how to put himself in other ppl's shoes. sux la. do things only think u havta hav it ur way. nv think of other ppl. its not like u urself rush here n there speed here n there v safe n v fun lor. really la. ridiculous. den still wan do the same for dinner somemore. mad. den i sae i meeting my deardear. WA. angry again. wa lau. really crap la. i havta eat dinner wad. wth is wrong? lonely v fun lor hor. ya lor depression also v fun. no frens even more fun. the best is rot at home lor.
work they also not happy. dun work they also not happy. wtf la. wadeva i do they also not happy. im so damn bloody tired of all the crap. if only i lost the ability to shut up n listen...
once upon a time, i told my parents i applied to b a piano teacher at cristofori. ONCE UPON A TIME papa and mama were quite happy dat i did dat. "ya i think dats gd" they said. nodding n smiling like "WOW FINALLY she does the right thing." cuz i had shitty jobs b4. n they keep telling me to get a job related to finance, OR MUSIC. ONCE UPON A TIME AR.
TODAY. papa said something like "i really dun think ur doing the right thing now unless u tell me wad u wan to do" ya theres really something wrong wif the sentence itself but as the daughter for the past 20yrs. let me decode it for u. it says "i dun think teaching piano is wad ur suppose to do. unless u can tell me u hav plans to be a piano teacher" BUT papa also said b4, n emphasized it a couple million more times "DUN EVA be a teacher" because.. "LOOK AT UR MAMA". he dun like wad my mama is doing. so even if i were to tell him i wan to b a piano teacher. ITS WRONG. am i not rite to sae dat?
they're not even happy for me when i sae i became the lead trainer la. they said they still think its not a job i shld b doing. n dat lead trainer thing is teaching DJ-ing programme. not radio dj. those real dj at clubs. n some other programme as well. 2hrs 50bucks. i use to havta work 1whole dae juz to get like wad 40+ bucks? now its only 2hrs. wads so terrible? y cant they b happy for me?
DEN. i passed my stupid bloody AFP. i got my cert 2dae. to them its juz another piece of paper. like u can juz pick it up on the streets. HELLO. i noe i didnt study for it but HEY I PASSED LOR. me? no time management? duno how to handle my studies? at least i bothered to retake the stupid thing la.
y dun they juz live my life for me la seriously. i'll juz b the puppet lor. they ask me do wad i do wad. dats wads happening now aniwaes. zun zun after work 9.45pm muz call me wor. zun zun 9pm after my class end. muz call me also. put a frigging tracking device on me la. save phone bill somemore. wad the hell did i eva do to make them NOT trust me AT ALL. WAD??? its not like im pregnant, its not like i got home dead drunk, its not like i steal, kill or wadeva the hell isit ppl do. i go out hav fun come home in 1 piece. IM 20 LA. NOT 12. wtf lor. n wad having fun is wrong la? ya not suppose to b happy now lor hor. suppose to study till i go mad die n rot at home. ARGH BLOODY ANGRY LA. Y THEY TREAT ME LIKE LITTLE GIRL. WTH. things were diff in sec sch lor. sec sch go home 2, 3am nvm la. NOW. WTF 11PM??? 10PM??? WTF.
even more stupid thing. im not allowed to date. they dun even wan me to b attached. SORRY BUT I ALREADY AM LOR. n dun wan me to see my deardear animore?? for jamming ok but other times canot. like wth?! n tell me "before i get to noe who he is i dun wan u to date him n let him date u". HAHAHA. YA DEN HOW U GOING TO NOE HIM? U GOING TO DATE HIM LA. HA. HA. HA. wadeva la crap shit. den tell me wad its ok if nx time i canot find anione. PAPA SAE HE'LL FIND FOR ME. WTF. YA....matchmaking sia. ya lor. parents pick. YES IM SURE I'LL B HAPPY WIF ANIONE THEY HANDPICK LOR. IM SURE THEY CAN FORCE US TO LOVE EACH OTHER LOR. IM SURE I'LL THEN B XIN FU FOREVER. im as sure as the sun rise from the west n set in the east la. im DAT sure man.
haizhaizhaizhaizhaiz. no matter where i go wad i do n everything muz come up wif report de den can. n when its time to go home muz go home immediately. wa lau sounds like pri sch.
i hope i get depression soon. SERIOUSLY.
lunch 2dae was SOOOOOOOOOOO #$^#!@ as well. 1hr nia. still die die wan pick me up bring me home make me gobble down my food den rush to send me back to work. im not saying i dun love home cook food. theres juz times when its not suitable to do crap like this lor. my students always reach b4 their class start de. he manager ppl wait for him nvm. im not leh. other ppl's parents will niao me one lor! he dun need listen to these crap but i do lor! haiz. duno how to put himself in other ppl's shoes. sux la. do things only think u havta hav it ur way. nv think of other ppl. its not like u urself rush here n there speed here n there v safe n v fun lor. really la. ridiculous. den still wan do the same for dinner somemore. mad. den i sae i meeting my deardear. WA. angry again. wa lau. really crap la. i havta eat dinner wad. wth is wrong? lonely v fun lor hor. ya lor depression also v fun. no frens even more fun. the best is rot at home lor.
work they also not happy. dun work they also not happy. wtf la. wadeva i do they also not happy. im so damn bloody tired of all the crap. if only i lost the ability to shut up n listen...
~YES i do get REALLY pissed off once in a while~
posted by Shumz @ 10:32:00 PM
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