im still sane enuff

something crossed my mind. probably the pain will overpower the other pain. cuz its so xin ku. its damn bloody xin ku. i dun wan to give in juz cuz it'll b much easier. im damn tempted to really. right now really i am damn tempted to.

chunz...kill me now pls. lols.

it sux this sux everything sux.

i shldnt b thinking of anithing but xams! how can i think of this now?! NO ITS WRONG ALL WRONG. GO AWAYYYYY AHHHHH!!! ya rite like dats going to help...

its more diff than i tot it was. its more diff than u think it is for me.

~WHY?? y isit so difficult this time?? WHY??~