my love n passion

every new person would tell me something different. and i'll always b able to see n understand from their perspective. but as the stories are always different. i've seen more than just 2 angles. now i'm lost. there is never a clear path of what should b done. i wish i had my 'yellow brick road' to follow. pick a story that best suits my dreams? or face the fear and play by ear. there might never b a best answer there might never b the rightest choice but the possibility to make it better each time is there... but so much passion, effort, reflection, patience needed that i might not b able to give.. i'll try. i'll try and try till i can't try anymore then i might run away to find back what i've lost and maybe i could try again..

its a wonder how this doesn't speak just of music but of love too.

every time u speak of something new i'd stop and think how our future will b like. each time i picture the worst and tell myself i can't lose u... i don't want to... and this fear would engulf me and i wouldn't b able to think of anything else anymore. every little thing u do makes me think how great u r. the way u hold my hand, the way u whisper in my ear, the way u kiss me, the way u speak, the way u drive, the way u play any instrument, the way u hold me, everything!

when u catch me staring.. its just me being amazed at how wonderful u r.

so every little chance i've got.. in whatever ways i can.. i'd want to say..

Babie...

i had a great time with u today, wish we could do the same everyday. i dread going home everyday cause home brings me back to reality, brings me back to all the things i have to do. with u, things always seem fine, home can be so depressing sometimes...

~safeguard my passion~