wher'd u go

i've made my decision. but im still worried. cuz this is not 1 thing i can do alone..everytime i say i've made my decision it ends up different. haiz.

the past few daes i've realised my weakness is being weak n dependent. all that's gotta change eventually. cuz there will b a day nobody's arnd for me.

hav so much on mind i wan to pour it out on the blog. hmmmm. wonder where it all is.

watched xx's tongue piercing thingy I ALSO WANNA GET 1! i love the way it looks. hahaha! ya im mad. i wanted a belly ring once too. lols. havta wait till the feeling of wanting a tongue stud to pass. i like the thought of being able to play wif the tongue stud. LOLS. its like having a never melting candy in ur mouth. one dat taste like metal though. hahaha. hmmmmm. my dear cuzzie xiong ask me not to get it. LOLS. like im mad or something cuz he kept asking if i was ok. LOLS. no im not but the tongue piercing has got nothing to do wif it. hahaha.

i'll b fine when everything is ok. n i hope its soon cuz everything is driving me crazy. im going to grow white hair soon. lols!

i wan to quit this job le. haiz. so super sick of coming here freezing like mad all the time. although the pay is ok but my health is at stake! do not wan to continue life of eating only 1 meal per day. i wan to eat 3 meals isit that difficult?!?!?

ok shall go hav lunch now. after researching things for my colleague..haiz. the food smells so gd! how come everyone start eating in...-.-". suddenly everyone brought food back for lunch. OH they hav a retreat tml! so while everyone else is out having fun relaxing n stuff im freezing to death here. well theres gd n bad. i juz hope theres nothing to do tml. hahaha! mayb order pizza n party by myself. HAHAHA.

this com is so damn laggy la. stupid piece of shit.

~singleton?~