Wadddddddddddddd???

paint my love..i can listen to this song a million times..y isit my mind canot stop thinking of things? i feel like seeking professional help..psychologist or wad..some shit that will help me..i feel like my life is being played wif..i duno..this morning..my stupid dog princess went to bite another dog on the street..n my papa ended up paying $181 worth of medical fees for the other dog..wad the hell man..y?? isnt 1 prob enuff..if my mama finds out she's going to nag..haiz~ i've got so much in me that can nv b written in words..i canot n duno how to express it at all..im still lost n confused..i duno wad to think..duno wad to feel..duno wad to do..i get frustrated so easily..upset easily..i feel so bad..so guilty..do i hav depression?? i juz wan to b happy again..i wan mr.b to b happy again too..i wan us to b happy..haiz~ seeing is believeing..i duno wad to sae..so much things..hmm..AIYAAAAAAA..i'll juz go do something else..its killing me trying to put things into words..hahaha..hmm..yeah..oOo..ytd was fun..shirley temple is a nice drink..i liike..hahaha..apple salad has too much dressing..i dun think the dressing is appropriate either..thousand island is sweet n sour..n so r green n red apples..so weird..maybb..a lighter dressing will do the trick..hahaha..aniwaes..my papa got a new car..n he keep asking me to see it but im juz not in the mood..hahaha..haiz~ ok..
~wakie wakie mr.b!! its already 1+!!~