chocolate cures everything! (almost)

today is a better day! chocolaty goodness from udders! plus the box of chocolates.. ah! i'm going to get 1 for myself too! i think i was having some withdrawal symptoms. haven't been eating good chocolates for too long hence the emotional crapshit. oh, i'm officially not an alcoholic anymore. OFFICIAL. i can't stand the taste of alcohol (?!?!?!?!) anymore. (?!?!?!?!?) wow. babie i've done it!

it's been a really long day with too many wasted hours in between all the crap. but i believe it will soon go away! *SHOOOSHOOOSHOOO!*

i know my roller coaster ride haven't been very nice to my babie. I CONFESS.. the chocolates are a bribery babie.. heh heh..

tmr is pure sch day! with 4hrs break in between. but no work!! however its babie's off day. which kinda sux considering i'm stuck in sch. 8.30 - 6.30 -.-" ARGH. stupid. another day with wasted hours in between. THEN AGAIN.. *always look on the bright side of life.. la la, lalalalalala..* this means its a day to dress cui-ly! AH! shorts, tshirt, flipflops. *yay!*

then comes wkends. then the wk is over. this still sux...

feel like i'm cheating on someone by trying to come up with plans to dump someone else just to go to someone. and that someone is helping me dump that someone else. such a complicated r/s. this is just a simple, small, place. imagine the industry.. it must be times GAZILLION and 928374982764982769487... etc!

i KNOW what phone i'm getting. i'll get it as soon as i have some bucks in empty bank accounts. bear with my un-callable phone for now pls! it only accepts smses for now. calling will cause phone to be flat in 2seconds. *SIGH* i think i've been really patient with this damn phone for too long. going to have high blood pressure from using this piece of crap.

sch have yet to pay me, students have yet to pay fees, cristofori has yet to give out pay cheque. sounds like a lot, but hell no. just a few bucks here and there. isn't going to make a big difference in my life, except the process in earning all these sure has shorten my lifespan. every dollar took 1second off my life.

and i already know what i'll be doing this hols. something new! can't wait till exams are over. can't wait to graduate!

~it was up! and then it went down.. look at my roller coaster ride~