learn manual cuz in life, theres no autopilot

after 3yrs+ together, the question is not whether i've told u i love u lately. the question is, have i told u i love u a million times? it may seem a lot but well words r juz words. they can never express the amount of emotion n feeling i really hav towards u. so wad if its a million times? i can juz sae it over n over n over again n will nv get sick of saying or hearing it.

like i've said in one of the older posts. i guess that was last yr. to me i dun see y we havta hold back on all our "i love u's" since we really do love each other. yeah its true that when u sae it once in a while it makes it more special. but words r juz words rite? its juz going to b a constant reminder but wad really counts are actions. following the theory "the more the merrier", taking 'W' as words and 'A' as actions,

with loads of "i love u's", the relationship etc. will be
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

with little "i love u's", the relationship etc. will be
WWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

again, the more the merrier. wad am i trying to prove man. everyone has different views. guess im a little overworked, under-fed, n under-rested. HAHA. wadeva. imagine a meal lasting 12 hrs. wif a second meal of the day being pure junk...how under-fed can i be?! i'll die of depression soon being so under-fed. love food too much. haiz.

im tired, sian n im going to b a little pissed. HMPH.

grumpy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

the whole point of this post is

I LOVE MY HONEY. n i miss my honey a lot.

sch sux. stupid programming getting on my nerves. all the damn programming projs. as gd as asking me to type Greek without learning it n expecting it to make sense. how is that ever going to b possible?!?! learning a new language is not easy, but how bout not learning it at all n u havta use it like NOW. gibberish is the only think i can think of n thats exactly wad is going into my projs.

freaks.

i juz need some slp.

~I DEMAND.........u~