the drunkard strikes back

here i am sitting with a cup of Sake. rice wine for those who thinks its that sushi restaurant with the green frog as the logo. nice small 13% alcohol content can do nothing to me. lol.



thank god i wasnt drinking when i drove my dad's Volvo S80...



YES I DROVE HIS CAR!! without him OR my mama in it. my first passenger in a decent luxury car is non other than..my honey bunny. HAHAHA!! how cool. here, a snapshot of honey by yours truly. (Ccheong's fav line..ahem)
how shuai qi is that man!! got all kinds of look from u noe, other drivers. such a young guy driving such a luxurious car. hahaha! i love the background. beautiful aint it? n he kept boasting wad a gd driver he is n how safe it is sitting in the car he drives. juz cuz i drive around a little faster n speed past stationary cars, near misses, but at least my dad is not in it. so lucky me. hahaha!

xams xams xams xams. so sucky. but i feel like im on a holiday. cuz i only take bout 1? or half a day to study!! i think i left my motivation somewhere in the year 2005, forgot to bring it wif me. how obvious! considering wad a forgetful nut i am.

this damn com is lagging like nobody's business. i can type like 3 letters n only 2 appears. so i havta type slower than usual. ok. i think i found my fettish! or is this a weird behaviour...i cant stand slow moving things most of the time. i cant stand ppl walking in front of me with those window shopping speed. i cant stand driving slow. i wan to go faster. cant stand waiting for ppl who obviously isnt trying their best to speed up. but i cant stand impatient ppl either. HAHAHA! nonsense behaviour.

oh man. out of sake. =(

i dun hav much of an idea wad i really wan to b nx time. i can never make it as a trader. financialist?!?! analyst?! it all sounds foreign to me. i rather do music. but i dun hav the motivation to play the piano. all the songs i play r all so boring. no challenge. OH YES. i seriously prefer playing really fast music than slow ones, unless they r by my dearest Chopin. his waltz r juz, amazing, captivating, simply wow-a-istic. so sometimes, even if its music that is suppose to b slow, i always play it as fast as my hands can take it. like our famous Fur Elise by Beethoven (did i spell it right? cuz i seriously cant spell their names right). its suppose to b slow, a little mysterious mayb, but i juz play it real fast. ok y am i explaining this. LOL.

conclusion, i juz like it fast, i like challenges on the piano, but i cant stand not knowing how to play music. i cant stand it. i'll end up getting angry at the piece. hmm. r musicians all impatient ppl? espcially when they hav something on their minds, some tune or words they havta write it down somewhere. i guess dats y i keep so many stacks of junk paper around me. lol. just in case.

ok so im done with driving, AND PROGRAMMING, n stopped piano lessons for a while. i want to take up the following:

- Jazz Piano
- Singing

so i finished 2, n i want to replace it with another 2. n after a while i'll be starting my piano lessons as well. love to do lots of stuffs, but hate to b bz.

remind me, how many contridictions hav i made so far?

wad shld i study in UNI?!?!? i wan to take Sociology, which obviously, has nothing to do wif finance. damn. they wun let me take will they? i guess not...

Nice MUST WATCH movie:

The Pursuit of Happyness

no its not a spelling error. go look it up. its really worth watching, motivating, very touching. i cant describe it animore. juz go watch it. real nice. =) it has Will Smith in it.

~You're my inspiration to a broken-hearted melody~