envy!

envy people who...

• get to travel with their partner
• can stay out late or not even return home and don't get nagged at
• are happy all the time
• have no worries
• have no stress
• have time!
• have no financial burden
• can do points 1, 2 & 3 all at once
• can stay over at their bf's place whenever they want!! (i can't even stay at gf's place.. -.-")
• don't have ridiculous parents
• have great figures!!!!
• look beautiful

ok basically envy beautiful hot people who can do whatever, whenever they want. with the assumption that being able to do that makes you happy, worry and stress free. yes.

oh! Melody Gardot's concert was great! love what she did to the grand piano! instead of using the keys like most people do, she played directly on the strings. which gave it a nice mysterious sound, a little bit like the 古筝. unforgettable sounds. someone loan me your grand piano to experiment on too pls!

i'm beginning to think the crying thing is not hormonal.

sometimes i think i love you too much that i really don't know what to do with myself. too much of a good thing is not a good thing. cause i have a constant fear that you might leave me one day. and it hurts so much so that my tear ducts go crazy on me. can you die from a heartbreak? o.m.g. i've turned into walking glue. too blardy sticky! i told myself i should never turn into this but lo and behold! THE walking contradiction.

Gingko Biloba:

One of the world’s oldest living species of trees, Gingko Biloba has proven time and time again to be effective in the treatment of memory loss, lack of alertness, and most importantly, depression. Increasing blood flow to the brain, it also controls the levels of neurotransmitters in the brain, aiding depression further. With regards to St. John’s Wort, Gingko Biloba is probably the second of the best natural anti depressants.

ok. i probably need to get that. sounds good! sounds just like what i need. treatment in memory loss.. hmmm.. does that mean it helps to boost memory? if so i REALLY need that. hahaha!

i know my posts has weird spacings all of a sudden. but this post is perfectly fine. hahahahaha! right chunz? =D

~EnvyeNvyenVyenvY~