the number two (2)

Well the title saes it all. 2dae we're going to talk about the number 2. Firstly, i'll talk about family matters.

From Readers' Digest November 2006 issue.

Birth order, it seems, can determine personality traits. First-time parents have high expectations and bring out traits like confidence, leadership and determination in first-born children. Family dynamics change with every addition. Middle Child Syndrome (this is sadly, MY situation) is real for kids sandwiched between a confident older sibling and the family baby. They may need extra parental attention to avoid feeling resentful. The youngest child tends to be the most affectionate, and savvier, with older siblings to show the way. They're also known to get away with most things, something all older siblings can attest to.

Next, we shall talk bout relationships. Also from the same issue i shall present:

The Formula for Staying Together

Next time you have an argument with your partner and you can't reach an easy conclusion, agree to disagree and move on. Apparently you'll have a better chance of staying together in the long term. According to Sydney University mathematician Dr Clio Cresswell, couples who compromise the least usually stay together the longest. She says that a conversation between a couple will always be bursting with patterns, just like in mathematics.

"Studying newlyweds' conversations revealed a similarity in the equations of the couples that were still together six years down the track." Mathematics is showing that those who stand their ground in those early disputes will have a better outcome.


Also included, is something very interesting TO ME. Everyone noes that not smoking and not being exposed to any smoke is the only real healthy habit. But YET, there r countless ppl still picking up smoking n stuffs. I dun understand the concept. We are all given LIFE, n yet they dun treasure it. Appreciate wad ur mama been through at least! PARENTS, some of whom do smoke, dun try telling ur children not to pick up smoking, cuz u should QUIT it. So, some ppl, thinking normal cigarettes r more harmful compared to those labelled "Light" or "Mild". In fact, the nicotine levels in "light" are 5% higher than regular sticks and reduced in only 4 out of 44 toxins. My conclusion: Just quit smoking, it wun do u ani harm. LITERALLY.

*<:0) ===> a clown. CUTE RITE. hahaha!

Yeah yeah! one more thing. Want to be an organ donor? The most precious gift is YOURS to give. Well, if one dae, should something bad happen to us (TOUCH WOOD), n we cant wake up again(TOUCH WOOD AGAIN) but we hav perfectly fine organs, we wouldn't need them animore rite? considering we wun rise from the dead. So y not donate to those whose life depends on it. Imagine a 10 year old kid wif severe kidney failure, giving away ur kidney(when u REALLY dun need to process ur pee wif animore), can help extend that kid's life for mayb up till an old ripe age. Wouldn't dat b gd?? To be an organ donor, just go get this month's issue of Readers' Digest. There r 2 donor cards inside. We get to choose wad organs we want to donate, write our name n sign and inform our family, friends, declare wish on driver's license and will, and put the card in our wallets. Simple as dat. Im sure we've all done something meaningful in our life SO FAR, i guess, lets do something VERY MEANINGFUL and UNSELFISH from our graves, er, which would be just another 100 years time. =D

i should go get commission from Reader's Digest.

Hav predicted. Nx month, i'll b real REAL broke. but once again, wads new. HAIZ~

~We never know the worth of water till the well is dry~

bald+moustache = sexy, attractive, erotic

No grass on the busy road
No hair on the clever head
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oee0PpKAJuI&mode=related&search=
Super farnie stuffs. HAHA
My personal fav: Can you show me your chest hair in order to compensate for your bald head?
Is the moustache the source of your knowledge? If it is don't set so difficult exam questions cause most of us don't have a moustache.

My current fav webbie to visit wheneav i hav time: www.i-am-bored.com.
Should visit there. Its updated everydae i think. The things r super interesting sometimes. HAHA.

I PASSED my basic theory. FINALLY. After a whole month of waiting. Tsktsktsk. One step closer to my licence. YES!

Pass 2 wks of school, hav been REAL slack. Didnt do ani tutorial n stuffs. Guess just got lost along the way. Sux. Need more time. So damn tiring la. Haiz~

MONEY MONEY MONEY! I need money. Cant stand ppl who can juz open their mouths n get money very easily. Esp my little bro. He is like, pri4? And he gets money so damn easily i bet he dun noe the true value of money. U'll not noe the true value of money until u really worked HARD for it. Should cut down entertainment expenses. Should start to learn to claim money from parents. Nowadays so difficult to get them to help me pay for stuffs. For example: DRIVING FEES..stuffs, thumbdrive, notes etc. Haiz~ Hope i get a job soon.

Me not showing anything doesnt mean i hav no idea wad is going on. Just cant b bothered with childish ppl.

Ytd got scolded for nothing cuz my papa didnt noe how to PRESS THE DOOR BELL. Super angry. But at least he noes im not happy wif it. Didnt mention a word when i was home. Some ppl juz cant admit their wrong.

Well. Many things bout ppl's behaviour, character, personality n stuffs. Enuff said.

~Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill~

who r u who who who who

Not being able to solve certain puzzles drives me crazy. Not knowing who is that mysterious person is, is also driving me crazy. How i wish i got a way to find out who dat is. YES im talking about u. GOSH. Who the hell r u man!?

ARGH. Im still irritated bout the fact i duno who u r.

Had another round of vodka tonic 2dae. Somewhere in the middle added coke. HAHA. Rubbish thingy. Its ok, not bad. Omg, im turning into an alcoholic. . .What's new?

I'm suppose to b doing tutorials or at least studying or wadeva, but NOO, instead im blogging. Just too many things going on in my mind.

What's done is done, n there were things i should hav done, but didnt do. I guess it just made things worse. Want to try undo somethings, but im wondering wads the proper approach to such a situation. If i manage to get myself to do the thing im thinking about, it either gets better or worse. Of course, im hoping for the latter.

Basic theory is this wed. Haven studied! Haiz. Problems r everywhere but no solution to b found.
SUX. Theres too many solutions in my mind sometimes n sometimes theres none. Haiz.

~VodkavOdkavoDkavodKavodkA~

pigs in human skin

i LOVE being 18. its wonderful. i get to sit by the com, blogging while downing some absolute vodka. 40% alcohol, on the rocks. pure is nice, but warm isnt. so of course it had to b on the rocks. =D yumMie.

basically was suppose to blog ytd bout SOME irritating stuffs dat happened. before i start scolding the shit out of some ppl, i'll just take a few more gulps of vodka. was too tired ytd to do anithing hence, it appearing 2dae.

i DESPISE/LOATHE people who look down on ppl, n those who hate ppl for NOTHING or the wrong reasons or just noe NUTS about justice. sometimes we do just listen to 1 side of the story n believe that person blindly without giving the other party a chance to explain. just put urself in that person's shoes. would u like to b blamed or hated for something u were involved but didnt do? i mean we can always be at the WRONG place at the WRONG time. talk about betrayal. nvm. i noe wad im talking about, u dun havta noe. dun make me explain cuz i dont noe how. its just a thought that crossed my mind. DAMN i hate it. i didnt sae i didnt do that b4, i did hate someone cuz i just listend to 1 side of the story, but after listening to both sides i noe it wasnt as bad as i tot it was. guilt. CONSCIENCE. i noe its possible for some ppl not to hav such a thing. doubt they even heard of it. but its proven, in reader's digest. interesting article. everyone should read it. well, enuff of the people i despise.

now for something dat hav been on my mind for awhile. the fact that PEOPLE(not PERSON, PEOPLE) look down on you, may be the fact dat u MAKE people look down on you.

FOR EXAMPLE:
1) china girls/women always complain people look down on them, think of them as some whore or bad women, or wadeva la. i've SEEN with my OWN eyes, china girls snatching seats with a old lady. them littering in public. stuffs dat they do arent wad u call, NICE. if ur nice, we wont look down on u. i mean, y do ppl even start to TALK about u?? we're fine with the americans n other foreign ppl who come to singapore, but y are u the "hot" topic? think about it man. im not generalising here actually, i noe nice china people. i hav friends from china who r really nice people. but please, think about wad i've said man. its FYI, so dun take it to heart. im not saying singaporeans r not guilty of the seat-snatching thingy, there r cases where people just dun bother to get their ass off their seats when there is a pregnant woman or an elderly right infront of their eyes. all those years of studying MORAL EDUCATION has gone down the drain. tsktsktsk. just read about it, in straits times, some article about singaporeans behaving like PIGS. dont u feel shameful about it?! i noe im not guilty of sticking my butt on the seat cuz i DO and HAD given my seats to people who actually need it. not advertising for myself, but if others can, y cant u? those who hav been doing it, keep it up man! some people do actually care, thats gd. but some is not enuff, y not all?

2) some people, either retards, illiterate, dumb, ignorant or just plain STUPID people, can walk NEAR/UNDER a sign dat saes "DO NOT do ..." and still do it. is a sign wif/without words so difficult to understand?!?! for instance. NO SMOKING SIGN, at the bus stop. there r people who can SIT right BESIDE the sign to smoke. i hate it when people are so damn friggin inconsiderate. u think its cool to smoke bside the sign?! omg it makes me feel u r so totally stupid. cuz obviously u dun understand the sign. dumbass. tsktsktsk.

next. BASKETBALL COURT. theres a reason y its called a BASKETBALL COURT. its called that becuase its for people who are actually are going to PLAY BASKETBALL to hav an area for them to do so. u do not play wadeva soccer stuff in a BASKETBALL court! soccer dun even RHYME with basketball. and on EVERY door/gate they enter through to get to the basketball court has a NICE BIG SIGN on top stating dat ppl playing street soccer or wadeva soccer it is, can KINDLY go to another place to play(theres an ADDRESS given, u can go search the MAP if u dun noe where it is). but NOOOO. some people LOVE to act stupid. they can pass under the sign, n continue to play soccer at the BASKETBALL COURT. friggin retards. i was there to watch my honey play basketball wif some guys n vincent but NOT there to get hit by a bloody SOCCER BALL. but get this, i was PISSED even before the goddamn ball hit me. damn those soccer playing retards. they just hav no idea wad retards they look like. WORSE STILL. they can just STROLL in the middle of a BASKETBALL game, through the players, n still luff n smile. they can even do PUSHUPS in the middle of a game. HELLOOO, has it EVER occur to u, people can TRIP AND FALL over ur FAT ASS body?!?! DAMN YOU MAN! stupid brainless bunch of assholes. RETARDS! ! ! ! ! !

so angry at people wif totally no brains at all. wanna get a refill but parents are back. hate it when ppl litter. tsktsktsk. SHAME on singaporeans who litter. u cant even take care of the environment, much less fight for our country. dun like people to call u a pig? PROVE it then! sitting there cursing n swearing isnt going to make anithing change that fact. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. MAKE things happen. if u think 1 person wun make a diff, ur so damn wrong. just do it man! dun believe wad i've said so far? go take a look at 2dae's forum. look at wad people are saying these daes. not read the main article, but i guess i noe wad its about aniwaes.

dats about enuff. tired. will get a gd nites sleep thanx to the alcohol. got a whole bot of it to finish within 1 mth. muahaha! imagine getting to school in a hangover state. . . . . .nah..not gonna eva happen. hahaha!

~i still love being 18~

its like..i..huh?

wad a wonderful diet i hav. i hav breakfast consisting of nothing, lunch consisting of a $1.55 yong tao foo and dinner, at this horrible time (10.58pm), maggie mee. cuz im always 1)LATE to get out of the house 2) BROKE so havta eat cheap stuffs 3)hmmm..pathetic cuz nobody bothers to leave me ani dinner. MY OWN FAMILY. ok..nvm. aniwaes thank god i had a $1 hamburger. ya..dat filled me up to the brim. DEFINETLY. at least im not totally useless. i noe how to cook maggie mee. if not mayb i'll just..starve.

hmm. i lost ytd night. meaning i forgot wad happened. like TOTALLY. dun even remember slping?

it seems like i had a sucky dae. i duno. did i? i think it kinda stink when i was nearing the end of the dae. like during programming? damn emo. something is so wrong.

ok, tired, tired, tired.

Adiós

~Maybe i should just fade away, into the shadow of light~

my inner feelings..INNNNNNNER

i love the feeling of longing for my baozy. it makes me want to hug him tight tight when i see him. sometimes i just feel like i wanna run to him even though i noe his miles away. its like wanting to feel complete, but the only way is to b wif him. it makes me think i havta treasure him, treasure the time i hav wif him no matter when. his super qute these daes. hahaha! its like when we were first 2gether. everything bout him is splendid. *SIGH*(in a sorta contented way)

"What A Difference A Day Makes"

What a difference a day makes

Twenty-four little hours

Brought the sun and the flowers

Where there used to be rain

My yesterday was blue, dear

Today I'm a part of you, dear

My lonely nights are through, dear

Since you said you were mine

What a difference a day makes

There's a rainbow before me

Skies above can't be stormy

Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu

What a difference a day made

And the difference is you

What a difference a day makes

There's a rainbow before me

Skies above can't be stormy

Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu

What a difference a day made

And the difference is you

~sometimes it just takes a little to make a lot~

somethings dat grosses me out

somebody is friggin smoking somewhere. n the damn smoke has diffused into my room. sux. friggin hell! hate it when ppl smoke.

nothing much happened 2dae. hav planned to eat yong tao fu for the rest of poly life. HAHA. cuz it really saves a damn load of money. its only less than 2bucks per dae, n its rather filling. imagine wad i can do wif the money i saved! GOSH. lol! im going to bring my baozy on a eating spree man. at spageddies. however its spelled. its FIVE CHEESE PIZZA is absolutely heavenly. hahaha! we juz havta spoil ourselves sometimes. =D

went to IMM to hunt for the diet patch at daiso. DAMMIT. out of stock. i need just another few billion patches to get me the great figure i want. sad. but come to think of it, if i spent on the diet patch, i'll havta starve tml cuz the diet patch costs as much as my budget per day ==> 2 PATHETIC dollars. but its ok wif me. i can survive man!

b4 i forgot. this indian security guard/traffic...watching man at the IMM entrance, is...ERRRR
-.-"
when me n candy were happily talking n walking to IMM, n wondering y there isnt ani proper road for us to cross safely, the man said "eh u 2 beautiful girls, come come. the entrance is there(pointing at various directions dat we 2 juz didnt bother to look) there n there." followed by a very DROLL(can be replaced by lame) "u 2 very cute ar". no one can imagine how our faces twisted. but we said "thank you". without looking at him. we agreed we felt insulted, somehow. GOSH. CUTE?! sorrie for not warning my faint-hearted loyal fans, do not die while reading this. i shall not b responsible for ur death. wadeva.

once again im here to announce, I MISS MY BAOZY. the first person to bring my baozy to me in one piece shall b awarded. this is not an offer wadsoeva. so if u dun get ur award u may not sue me UNLESS ur the one person i keep calling "baozy". hav not studied my business law properly so i shall juz leave it as it is. must hav had too much milo, feel delusional. errr..wadeva its suppose to mean.

tomorrow is thursday. no lunch? can see baozy. GOOD. =D

the shaggy dog is cute. hahaha! i love that doggie!! so super cute!!! n the little bunnies dat barks! omg they r super cute. hahahaha!! sugar high..tsktsktsk

~something damn random: my little bro's fart is so damn super stink *FAINT*~

its just another day without u

Did a meaningful thing 2dae. Went World Lion's Day thingy, at duno wad CC to do sorta community service thingy? Well, went to arrange the chairs for the elderly to sit while they wait for their free health check. Its something bout diabetes mellitus. Something bout wad candy said really is true. Singaporeans love things dat r free but this is a health check, its actually GOOD for us but yet its not easy to get ppl to go for this thingy. Why?

The president of the SP Leo's Club came to talk to me n candy. Asked us y we joined that cca. Sometimes i juz really wan to b part of something. Esp a BAND. lols. Club anithing. Something i can commit to. Cuz sometimes having so many cca's but no real commitment is like..kinda sian at times. HAHA. Duno wad im thinking muz b the headache talking.

The haze sux but at least it has cleared 2dae. Hope everyone well, gotta take care of our health.

Damn i really miss my baozy. Haiz~ Feel like i haven seen him in days but i juz saw him yesterday. We watched Lion King. Frankly that was the first time i watched Lion King. It was kinda nice, n the part where the papa lion died, was real sad. His name was Mufasa i think. His son Simba is so cute when he was young. Hahaha! n Timon n Pumba, childhood characters. Hahaha. Cute.

Have been reading this book, its not bad. Wildfire by Susan Lewis.

Baozy honey i miss u terribly!

Im so glad we'll b meeting tml! Its our 2yrs 4mths! I hope all goes well for us. Muamuackx!

Listening to Yanni's songs. Its still as good, if u listen to it once in a while. Hahaha. Quite sian mood 2dae. Shall juz stop here.

~A love for life~

we're talking bout the weather here

Well well well. Another day has passed. Baozy n i hav managed to settle some obstacles. Things seem to b loads better, at least to me. Cuz everytime after such big rock/stone/mountain hav been moved/smashed/climbed i feel......................glad. Its like sunshine after rain. Almost literally. Sunshine as in smile. Rain as in tears. HAHA.

Cried ytd not cuz i was sad. Cuz i was v worried making my honey bunny read the horrible email i sent to him like v cruel. The thought of it is rather heartbreaking. Was having my dinner, started eating faster n faster to rush to see if honey bunny was ok. Turned out i was the crazy one crying my eyes out while his taking it ok-ly. LOLS. Make me really wan to b at his side to sayang him too. HAHA.

Looking forward to wed. Honey hav free tix to the haunted apartment? Hmm. Duno if i got that right. But aniwaes! GOING OUT WIF BAOZY! YES! Hahaha! Miss my baozy honey. Cant see him tml either. WORSE still. Nx monday is the 9th. NINTH. Our 2yrs 4mths. BUT. Hav programming. Sux lor, idiotic party pooper. Cao xtra. HMPH. If not can treat my baozy honey nice dinner. Hahaha! Aniwaes im not the one paying, my mama is. She gave me $50 to treat him for dinner. Cuz she thinks his too skinny, n he v nice to me n my family. HAHA.

Borrowed 2 textbks from BizLib 2dae. Really intend to start studying but am still stuck in my dreamland. How i wish sleeping on books can help absorb ALL the info from the book. Can simply recite the whole book from the back of my mind. Haiz. That will b so damn nice.

Ok gotta go do my resume now. Need to start collecting all the resumes le so better finish my own soon. Tatas!

~And I hope that you are having the time of your life. But think twice, that's my only advice~