a little something i've learned

In this business, I've found out how cruel the world can be. Even people whom you thought were your friends, turn away when all you ask for is their support. In this business, I hear too many sob stories of how people's lives were affected because someone close to them did not receive or welcome help in certain financial areas. If it takes death to realise the importance, it is probably too painful and too late.

You don't need everyone in the world to be your friends. Just keep those that are worth being called a 'friend'. The others? They're probably not friends to begin with.

On a brighter note, I did have a great day today! Had a nice lunch with my babie. <3 我好想你!!

Oh and I'm going to get myself a netbook for sure tomorrow! Fat chick can stay home soon! Yay!

~sweet nothings~

couldn't sleep cuz results sucked real bad

Just realised how BADLY I screwed up the last exam. O.M.G. My GPA has plunged to its death. Feel like killing myself when I think about it. The only way to salvage the situation is to get at least 3 HDs out of 4 mods the next semester. How is that even going to be possible? There is a gawd damned Econs module! What the hell! I didn't sign up for Econs and Finance.... I signed up for Management and Finance and minoring in Marketing. Screw econs.

Ok. I'm going to work my hardest for the last semester. If I can work 7 days a week I can study harder for school. But I'll also be trying my very best for this business. Must jiayou!

Miss my babie.. Everytime I feel very crappy, the only place I want to be very badly is where I feel the most comforting; in my babie's arms. I wonder why I cried when I felt damn crappy with a terrible migraine and high fever. And I only did cause my babie called me to ask how I was. LOLS. Emo kid. <3 my babie!

12 hours of sleep and doctor's miracle pills made me feel so much better. Except that my tonsils still feel damn swelled up. =( Just got a little uncomfortable later into the night. At least I managed to finish up my teaching and appointments.. Doc actually told me I should not work too hard cause I still have a long way to go. Migraine from work stress? Can't be.

Miss watching all my shows! Suddenly not able to d/l them anymore. =( Stupid webbie. Now I have no choice but to watch it directly off the web. That really sucks. How much time do I have to sit here just to watch shows? I use to have a system. I d/l dump it into my iTouch and watch it when and where I can. Crappy webbie.

Things will get better. I'm sure things will be better very soon! Jiayou! I love you sweetie! <3<3<3

~加油加油加油!~