L.G.C

<3 Looking Glass Charade

<3 DearDear, hope nothing happens to u! only gd news pls. only 2daes to our 2mths 2gether! seem so fast la. hahaha! hope no more shit happens le.

<3 icecream at Ricciotti! MUST go back one day.

history repeated itself. im not worth ur trouble. warned u from the beginning. no room for apologies. yes this is wad u think it is. this is it. its the end..

i hate to havta make a choice. but if i really need to. its really obvious to me wad is more impt.

love the dimsum outing 2dae! hahaha! n games at minds cafe. lols! thanks deardear vivz eve ricky! nice having u guys arnd =) n happy bdae in advance vivz. i dun care its not ur bdae yet. im juz going to sae it aniwaes. HAPPY 20th. HAHAHA.

everyone's bz.....hmmm

short sweet n simple. somehow.

~Looking Glass Charade~

parenting skills 101

parents think its ok that my little bro rummage through my stuff IN MY CUPBOARD, n "steal" my DS. but its not okay dat i tried to hide my DS inside MY CUPBOARD.

okok. my mama dun wan to return me my DS cuz my didi manage to find it inside my cupboard. she told me "cuz i duno how to keep it well". when it was burried deep inside my cupboard. sorrie i duno how to hide things well since i tot im at home...n u noe my things r safe...n my thoughts were always like "keep money properly, cuz the maid mite steal". n not "keep my stuff well, cuz my little bro mite steal".

its not the 1st time he stole my things. he stole money from me b4, i found out. wif my awesome interrogation skills. BUT my parents didnt sae a thing to my didi despite my endless complains after that. WOW. ani gang out there wans to hire a thief? im sure my parents dun mind my didi working for u. condition is provided u pay him well enuff for him to stop stealing from me.

so its ok to steal my things. things i buy wif my own money, money i worked hard for. OH NOW I GET IT. cuz its not THEIR money. it doesnt matter to them. OOHHH I SEEEEE.

ok n its also ok for my little bro to b poking in to MY stuff, my private space (my cupboard for gdness sake.) n they dun even let me lock my rm door. where else can i hide my things? 1st thing dat pop in my mind. I WAN TO MOVE OUT. 2nd thought, get a safe. A SAFE THAT COSTS WAD HUNDERED PLUS BUCKS?

deardear can i move in to ur place? HAHAHAHA. kidding. will nv happen. they wun allow it either.

and worse! when i found out that pesky little thing stole my DS, i qned him n he told me "haiya mama kept it". that little bugger didnt even bother to APOLOGISE. wad is this world coming to? im doomed to being bullied all my life rite. elder bro when im young, younger bro when im older. HA. THE IRONY.

im really thinking of the moving out thing. anione wans to share rent wif me?? aniwhere is fine. i dun mind travelling really.

~"oh my younger son? he's JUST a full time thief"~

keys n strings

super cute isnt it?! hahaha! how true that is.

looking fwd to the dim sum outing ar! thanks vivz eve ricky n most of all my deardear! for aiding me financially in one way or another. hahaha! really hav cash flow probs. so now dat i've set aside a sum of money we can all go enjoy dim sum le. HAHAHA! =D thanks guys really!! =) dun worrie im quite sure the amnt shld b sufficient for us 5 la...(yeah liu sha bao!!!) =X

watched another movie juz now. Harold. LOLS. farnie movie.

im so sleeepy! argh. its easier to b bz than to hav nothing to do. cuz at least time past faster. argh. bored to death le.

~what have you done~

did it matter

I thought I'd spend my last days
Holding your hand
Now all of my senses lie here dead on the floor

But at the end of my life
I'll look back on my life
and I'll know that my life was good
At the end of my life
I'll look back on my life
See I went after you like I should
I went after what I wanted
I went after what I wanted
And I never really got it

Everything else I lost it
I went after what I wanted
I went after what I wanted
And the rest don't really matter
It don't matter at all

random song that caught my ear. hahaha! gdness. i dun even noe wad songs i actually hav till it comes up randomly n catches my attention. which is quite rare cuz its not dat easy to make me concentrate on wad im actually doing esp when im online or watching tv. im sure many ppl already noe how i actually hav non-existing multitasking skills. its like im in a zone or something. HAHAHA.

~Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same~

randomness

prison break season 4! agent don self spoils it la. his face is so standard. dun like his acting. yucky.

feast ur eyes on super random pics from long long ago...

vivz n me me André!!
DearDear & DarDar <3
FOOD....
My com at WDA. look at all the "sign here" thingy. theres actually more on top of the screen...n all the post its. i actually kinda miss dat sucky job. $$$ =(

me acting tai tai! LOLS

homemade pizza! dun look as delicious as it tastes. i'll work on the presentation nx time. hahaha!

DIM SUM AHHH.
my fav bao! MMMMMM...
a little bit of everything. i love this jap set meal. its some lady's special meal thingy. so they noe many of us r one indecisive species..
doesnt ricky look like his eating some worm thingy...
steak! @ Astons!

~end~

i love my luffing bug(s) <3

yes yes yes one of the tons of things i said i will nv eva do. but hey u can nv hate something a 100% if u've nv tried it. cuz sometimes it mite juz b so much diff from wad u think. for example, clubbing. i said i hate it, tried it n ya. it was wad i tot it would b. sorry but im juz not dat big a party animal. hahaha! wads more im off alcohol, which makes it even more -.-" to go aniwaes. i dun dance. HAHA. okok i cant dance la. hell i'll try smoking even la. but YES i noe i wun eva do dat although its been happening in my dreams. hahaha! RELAX LA. lols

so yes! ytd i rode on a bike. not only once somemore. lols! was luffing so much the 1st time i had tears in my eyes. LOLS. yes n i didnt even noe how to put on the helmet. HAHAHAHA. NOW i noe. lols! n yeah its not so bad after all. still scary to me though. now i noe exactly how much more economical riding a bike is compared to driving a car. but still its dangerous la!

aniwaes. hope deardear wun die from eating the sandwich i juz made for him. HAHAHAHAHA. =X ok! gtg shower le. =D

~oh well~

cobwebs be gone

Lalala. Last few daes i managed to finish the whole season of Reaper! nicenice. its really like supernatural + psych. farnie n interesting. watched a few movies within these 2 daes as well. Another Cinderella Story is nice, Mysterious Skin is nice, Snatch hmm. theres brad pitt in that but dun interest me. didnt even manage to watch half of it. 3am looks so budget! =( watching College now. So far....still alrite la. hahaha. YES im so damn free. oo! n season 2 of Gossip Girl is out! its nice too! n loads of snacking. argh.

how long has it been the last time i blogged. lols! been bz wif my deardear la. so diff to find proper time to meet up. =(.

ahh! i received teachers' day presents. LOLS. the kids r so cute! although i find i always havta drag myself to work cuz its a SATURDAY, time when everyone else is free n having a gd time, i havta work. but those kids really help me get through my day. some of them r so quiet n shy but some r so talkative la. lols! n teaching them in a grp, dats something. tiring but ya it was really fun. hahaha. oh n yes i do hav "favourite student(s)" HAHAHA.

teaching is fun but its only on sat. unless of course i havta teach the dj thingy elsewhere. oh well.

HUGE urge to booze! ARGH.....

dreamt of smoking again! LOLS.

ARGH. gtg. LOLS. piano lesson. YEAH I FINISHED half my hw. HAHAHA. n i nag at my students for not finishing their work. LOLS!

~swing swing~