something i've been wanting to talk about since monday 30th oct. after a long hard day (9am-8pm lessons), happily walk to mrt station thinking can go home le. reach there, station man sae, mrt stalled. cant go juron east. WAD THE HELL MAN. haiz~ turned out some man jumped the track at clementi again. wad isit about jumping the tracks man.
HOW CAN PPL WHO DUN HAV THE COURAGE TO LIVE HAVE THE COURAGE TO DIE?of course ppl r driven to desperation, bankrupt or something, but dying does not solve anithing n it only leaves behind more problems for their family members wad. y r they so selfish? leaving everything, all the shit behind for their own family members to struggle through? so many ppl from third world countries go without food for days. no clothes, no shoes, suffering from malnutrition. yes many of them do not hav the priviledge to live up to wad WE call old ripe age of probably around 80 or even more. but i haven heard of them commiting suicide either. sure its easy for me to sae cuz im not aniwhere near situations like wad suicide ppl experienced, but i sure dun see a point. theres such thing called GET HELP! went to a talk recently on wed, actually juz went there for cca points, but the talk is actually quite meaningful. talking bout managing sadness, depression, suicide, n ppl who kill their own family cuz they've lost it. as family n friends, we should look out for each other, NOTICE CHANGES in each other's character, habits n stuffs. ani drastic, negative changes, GET HELP! dun wait till one dae they leave suicide note n police come knocking at ur door den cry cry cry. too late le. we should look out for one another, dats wad family n friends are for! saddest thing i read about in the articles during the talk is parents killing their own children with their own hands. n theres this one parent, smashed the young kids' heads(i think he was only 10 and his bro was only 7 or something) with those pound chilli thingy, those made of stone, damn lao kok n heavy de. the parent smashed the kids head till it BROKE la. imagine the PAIN the kid went through cuz the parent lost it! the other kid kena the smashing head thing and kena stabbed by screwdriver also. these inhumane things r driven by desperation, severe depression, ppl do weird, wrong, bad, evil, sadist things when their like that. another parent, drown all 5 of the kids. from 6mths to 7 years old i think. drown 1 by 1 in the bath tub. haiz~ WITH THEIR OWN HANDS! thats so damn sad. haiz~
it is also not true, when ppl talk about suicide, they wont do it. its not the courage working all the time. when ppl talk bout suicide, they may be seeking help. especially women. women do suicide things to "cry out" for help. while men, when they want to die, they just go ahead. though more women attempt suicide, more men actually commit suicide and die. so its not true ppl talk bout suicide to only seek attention n they wun hav the courage to really do it. listen n help.
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DUN EVER MARRY THE WRONG PERSON!in reader's digest again, this woman sorta attractive i think, killed her husbands. if i nv remember wrongly, she make them sign insurance so if anithing happen to them the money goes to her. so after the guy signs, the relationship between them will go cold, n she will start poisioning the husband wif some chemical till he dies. she even went to find another guy b4 her husband died. one after another died, n she got all the insurance money. she got caught after killing her 2nd husband cuz ppl knew something was wrong. so evil la this woman. haiz~
after talking bout woman, i'll go to man. no gender is spared! cuz we're all humans.
remember this case long long ago. this girl, stole money and jewellry from her mama for her boyfriend. steal n steal time after time the bf not satisfied, always ask her steal more. i think he dun wan her after a while or something? she committed suicide. wad a mei liang xin n useless piece of shit that guy is. he hav hands n legs canot work meh!? ask his gf steal for him. KAO. hate man like that. n i noe his not the only one. I NOE. pregnant woman goes jail for stealing stuffs n husband dun wan bail her out. she kena forced to steal n yet the husband dun give a shit. dun even spare a thought for the child. wad an asshole.
so note to all, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, MALE AND FEMALE, and other unspecified genders too, dun marry the wrong person!! ruin ur whole life if u do so. dun marry that person out of desperation, or juz cuz that person looks damn gd. character is damn important! n it takes time for the real character to show, so im against shot gun marriages. not sae its bad, but its risky. no point paying large sum of money to get married n pay lawyer's fee to divorce. pay n pay get nothing in return. get a gd person, love deeply, settle down, hav family, stress n stress n stress n get lots of wrinkles cuz of family matters, but still muz love deeply, very deeply. think things through, be there for each other, look out for each other, dun do selfish stuffs. last of all, wish everyone got more than enough, or at least enough money to go through life smoothly. hahaha! to individuals, DUN B GREEDY, b satisfied wif wad u hav.
that should b all for 2dae's lecture. wish all of you have a pleasant journey, in life. hahaha!
~Sometimes, love just ain't enough~
