a movie a day

Everyday, living life as if it were a movie. If only I could skip to the ending, then we would all know what is really worth it.

I miss my piano.

Dose of adrenaline yesterday, thanks to Rec 2.

Great dose of fun and humor today, thanks to Kung Fu Panda 2!

Then an extra dose of 'a true story', thanks to Mary and Max. Interesting.

I'm sleepy.

Trying not to pack my current week. TOO busy.

Calling for another break again. Someone help me. Please.

~grey eyes~

3.33am

If only I can see how much I mean to you..
If only I can tell how special I am to you..

Or maybe I'm asking for the impossible.

So tired, really, feeling like such an idiot for feeling so much but see nothing on the other side of the tunnel. There is a faint light.

~candle light flickering~

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the high

I may be a little too high. But I had a flash back of our first kiss.

I miss..

~sobs~

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truth is..

I wish that was me. I wish I was there. I wish I felt it. I wish I'm feeling it. I wish I had it. I wish I was in it. I wish I didn't do that. I wish I didn't have to dream. I wish I wouldn't hurt. I wish I wouldn't bleed. I wish I couldn't feel. I wish I didn't go through all that. I wish I was perfect.

I wish I didn't need to wish.

I wish it was all different.

How did we end in such a position? Said the trainer on the stage. Diversification! That's the power of diversification.

What if it is not diversifiable?

How did I end in such a position? Nah things seem to be getting a little better now. I have less worries. Do I?

Looking at the training hall, how someone's passion and career can put hundreds to sleep. Poor guy. I wish I'd never need to talk music to a bunch of people who are nodding off.

I wished too much now the word 'wish' looks over-abused.

I wish I was a genius in music. So I wouldn't need to think so much about jamming later.

Snooze.

~wished~

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oh soooo pissed!

Can't stand that stupid ass! Omg friggin bugger. Why am I still meeting him? To shut his stupid ass up. He better leave me alone after. Blardy %$&*#! Why!? Why can't all these buggers just leave me alone. Stop friggin telling me good morning on FB, on sms, on whatsapp. Stop friggin telling me random things about your boring day and try to ask me to do things your way. Stop pretending you know me so well. Stop asking me to chat with you. Stop bugging me to meet you. Stop thinking it as a friggin DATE. I will NEVER go on a DATE with your bugger ass! You don't even know what a date is stop abusing the word!

I feel a need to PUNCH somebody right now.

Don't.Piss.Me.Off

~swat the flies!~

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