Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Monday, January 22, 2007

shopping spreeeee

3 straight daes hav been spending money on plenty of stuffs. i declare bankrupt!

spent half of my pay on driving, n the other half, on formal wear n new year clothes. so damn super lucky i was out of cash on sat. so i reserved a dress at 37 degrees. so went back 2dae to pay for it, n guess wad. THERES 50% OFF!! n that offer juz started 2dae. GOSH. talk about LUCK! super lucky. hahaha. for once im glad i was out of cash.

went to sch for 1hr+ for like, nothing?? almost nothing. quite a waste of time. at least got to go change the dress n pay for the dress i reserved.

had pizza for lunch at about 4.30? 5.30? ya. late lunch. still feel like im exploding now. its been almost 6hrs. honey bunny's treat. hahaha!!! =D

ok. rest is bout boring life, like _________________________________________ dead.
total sian-ness

what good is the answer if u dont know the question?
what good is the question if u dont know the answer?

take ur time.

oh ya!! hossan leong is a total gay! saw him wif his boyfriend long ago. they were seen smooching. n hugging. in public. -- Brought to you by Ba Gua Newsasia

~Jealousy is a poison.~

Saturday, January 20, 2007

it$ a materiali$tic world

lets see. i've not blogged for so long. what hav i missed out in discussing on the world wide web? well. i cant remember.

just watched phantom of the opera on dvd. candy's dvd. its BEAUTIFUL. playes wif excellent story line, excellent songs n even better singers, i duno who in the right mind can hate it. by plays, im not refering to only phantom of the opera. since working wif NAC, gosh. i can tell u, it opens my eyes to a whole new meaning to plays. it can be so beautiful, n it can b..well..shittiful, sadly. how i wish i had the bez tix for phantom of the opera. haiz~

finally im going to trim my hair tml! going to layer it n snip off the very damaged ends. then, going shopping wif my one n only! honey bunny! lalala! hav loads of things to buy. wonde if my pay is enuff to pay. am going to treat my family to my fav food. HAHAHA!! hey, im the one paying so im priviledged to choose the treat. but well, i noe they'll love it too. CRABS. chilli n pepper. HAHA. the food i've been dreaming of for OH so long.

sundae going out wif vivz, discover the new amk area. amk hub is, not ready. but i think there some new stores or something? going shoes-hunting. hahaha!

3rd dae in a row slping after 12am. when will i eva stop doing dat. argh! horrid life.

finally, after 2 full wks, had my driving lesson again. hahaha! its gd. was in the circuit the whole 100mins! GOSH. i cant stand it. i wanted to speed. hahahahaha. like wad i always do. but even in the circuit i was er, a little fast i suppose. suppose to b doing some low speed control thingy. i was doing, fast-low speed control. so aniwaes, my instructor told me im impatient. n he said if i drove like that on the roads nx time after i got my licence, n some guy pisses me off, i might juz roll down the window n give that guy the finger. dearest frens n fans, u b the judge of this. do u think i'll EVA do that huh?!?! so i told the instructor, i'll nv do that. n he said, oh no! u nv noe. what if 1 dae the weather is super hot n ur aircon brokedown n ur in a jam. HAHA. so imaginative la. he also talked bout the 2seconds rule. cuz i always stopped so near the car in front of me, he said, "dats not even 1 second rule". n he continued saying, wad if one dae ur rushing for time n the car in front n at the back of u breaksdown. u cant get out if u park so near. den i was like..RITTEEEE. that'll b too suay of a day man. so fine. i shall stick to the 2second rule. i'll try. ppl in front of me should juz drive faster. HAHA.

chocolate addict is back again. my addiction to chocolates is so deeep, no amount of rehab can eva cure me. ate so much chocolates these daes till..i think im falling sick. n easily "sugar high" or something like that.

i need to cut down my chocolate consumption, n i guess i better cut the "RN" madness out. HAHAHA. went to look for him as his my LO. but his in reservice! candy ask me to ask the gov to let him out. so i said, his wife will thank me, n then slap me. lol! shall go back to the times when im addicted to only 2 things. my honey bunny, n chocolates.

okok. juz random stuffs update, too many projs n tests, xams comin up, n soon, itp. better known as attachment. my nx update might juz b on my bdae.

n to whom it may concern: stop showing ur pretty eyes to everyone, u might juz attract something or wadeva.

random: they're playing chinese new year songs EVERYWHERE. gosh. the dong dong chiang stuffs all over again. ANG BAO FESTIVAL.

~Give me luck for the many more to come~

Sunday, January 07, 2007

the crazy is back

well. 2dae is the 2nd dae of sch after the 3 too-short wks of hols. n guess wad? sch is reclosing soon! it closed for 3wks, n reopen only for 2wks, n will reclose again. 1wk of hell, and 2wks of even more hell, followed by 1 and a half months of even, even more hell. then, sch reopens again! ON MY BDAE! crap.

i am going mad. i duno if its the stress or wad. oh honey bunny. i think i juz miss u too much. WAY too much. remember long long ago i cried the whole dae, a few times, apparently cuz i miss u too much. it seems like its coming back. wads more 2dae is 2yrs 7mths le n didnt get to see u. ARGH. well its not the whole dae 2dae but ok la. lucky theres sch n frens, if not i think i'll just rot. (i just disclosed one of my DEEPEST, DARKEST secret) mind u, im not a cry baby. theres tears cuz it hurts. if u duno how n y n still think im mad, U'VE NV BEEN IN LOVE yet. HAHA!! yes im claiming i am. cuz i assume the chest pains r not heart attacks or heart burn or anithing. the pain is just not physical pain, its emotional. i should learn to conquer my emotions more.

i am suppose to b studying alot of things. yet im sitting here blogging. EMO-nsters. GO AWAY plz. sucks the life out of me. the motivation. the everything. just wan to go to bed n lie there wif my 3 babies. tired.

everything was quite grey after sch. like so lonely. even wif so many ppl around, still feel so alone n lost. no choice had to go for piano lesson. lucky was playing beethovan. he loves banging the piano, so i banged out some frustration n felt a little better. n felt like i juz wanted to b alone although i was looking everywhere for my honey bunny to jump out n surprise me though i noe is not possible. hence i am going mad. okok. lets skip the i-was-mad-sad-n-wadeva-the-whole-dae part.

stupid left arrow is really spoilt. its really irritating! u'll nv realise how important a thing is until u've lost it. i cant go left! how important is that! try not using the left key for a whole dae! provided ur using ur com for the whole dae. do things dat require u to go left. games dat u can assign keys to the letterings r not counted. left ARROW. idiotic. i hate it.

was so super prepared to experiment wif banana milkshake when i realised, the blender is spoilt. ARGH! WHYYYYYY! so wad am i to do wif the bananas in the freezer huh?! its not farnie la. ppl make smoothies wif frozen fruits. its easier n u dun havta dilute ur drink wif ice. such a fabulous idea DAT I CANT PUT TO USE cuz of the idiot blender. hmph!! so much for trying to be healthy for once.

~It says: A BETTER year.~

M.E.N and stuffs...

since im addicted to sex and the city, im under some kind of influence. NO NOT SEX. juz some quotes or things they said bout men. i duno if some r true, but they juz sound farnie. hahaha! so heres a few i picked out:

- In a city of infinite options, sometimes theres no better feeling than knowing you only have one.
- Everyone wants a guy who wants to cuddle.
- Men cheat for the same reason dogs lick their balls; because they can.

its a nice show to watch. so i've been chionging since morning which is wrong i know, but wad can a poor lonely stressed girl do when she's home? watch dramas! my hmm..3rd? 4th? love?

yes, i hav a new love. my new love is Jazz. its not just music anymore. its Smooooth Jaazzzz.

ok my no. 1 love? of course! its non other than...chocolates!! no im kidding. nooooo i really am. its my honey bunny =) 1 dae of not seeing him will feel like a century if theres no entertainment to keep me bz. though of course, theres work. but all work but no play makes jane a dull girl. im not jane n im not planning to b like her. soo. yeah.

shall try to refrain myself from complaining bout projs, xams, work work work work work. driving sucked the last lesson. im starting to get sick of it. argh! n theres so many things crammed into 1 dae, its just unfinishable, undoneable, unaccomplishable. i soooooo wan to skip sch till xams. i just need more time at home, provided i can see my honey bunny. i am nutsified. totally.

~Jazz works for me~

Thursday, January 04, 2007

honey bunny says: baozy and darzy

oh what fun...

as usual. im here to talk about yesterday. hahaha! always lagging 1 dae cuz too tired n lazy to blog bout the acutal dae. but ok. 2dae is quite boring so a shot summary of 2dae.

went honey bunny's hse in the morning, had lunch wif him, went for open hse, go honey bunny's hse again for dinner, home.

open hse is oook la. bus tour is quite fun, bsides the same scenery over n over again, cuz its just from the convention centre to T19 n back n forth n back n forth. sec students nowadaes, either unfriendly or just so super shy. duno how to reply to candy n my "hi's and bye's". wadeva.

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ok. yesterdae. had donuts for breakfast! the donuts i queued for like 30-45mins. for like 12 of them. donut factory at raffles city. its nice leh! oh my goddess. double chocolate is heavenly. but i guess its also the most sinful. its top is coated wif white chocolate n its filled wif dark chocolate. YUMMIE! vivz came to look at my new room. hahaha. she didnt sae it was ugly so i guess it should b ok. i love my room =D pretty colours n new furniture. hahaha! then had roti prata for lunch, papa bought de.

after lunch went out shopping. saw pretty stuffs budden its either ex or dun suit me or wadeva. shop for quite a while till me n vivz finally bought something. a pair of heels. its the same heels juz a different colour. hahaha! its pretty! YAY!! finally. i now hav, 1 pair of slippers, 1 flipflops, 1 sport shoes, 1 working shoes and 3 heels. only 1 is covered, n dats the new pair. hmmm. hahaha!

ok. wanted to eat at newyork newyork budden after end of dae realise i dun hav enuff money. n my bank account is dryer than ever. only wif 3bucks inside. 3 pathetic dollars. so aniwaes, i keep asking my honey bunny to hav dinner wif me. so i decided to treat him for dinner cuz my mood v gd sia. hahaha! so long nv buy shoes, clothes n stuffs. so deprived. so finally when my honey bunny came, we went seoul garden instead. but it was gd. honey bunny did ALL the grilling, n i did the cooking wif the broth/soup base thingy. kimchi is nicee. den went a little crazy, duno y, luff n luff n talk crap. but fun!! so long nv had such fun le. hahaha!

walked home in my new heels, pain sia! no blisters, but pain la. the front is a bit tight.

ahh..another pleasant outing wif my honey bunny. muamuackx!

~Love can be as complicated as...as simple as...hmmm~