yam+sweetpotato+coconutmilk+pandan

went opto 2dae, tried hardlens. waaa..pain siaa when first put in. eyes keep tearing lor. pain. hahaha. den, ok it was ok after bout 5-10mins later. still damn weird cuz can feel it in my eyes..the lens like damn thick. still thinking whether or not to buy contacts leh...hmmmm..

watching charlie's angels 2: full throttle..duno if i got all the spelling rite..this is the...i duno..3rd time im watching this movie..hahaha. cant stand it, they hav such gd bods. tsk y i dun hav sia. haiz. sharks..an chua suddenly stomachache..hahaha

watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai on chU juz now was about duno wad nan zhuang nu xiu or wad xi nu thingy..?? wadeva la! juz dat omg, those girls look damn SHUAI. damn shuai la! but i still love my baozy. his the bez! HAHAHA..

rwps is postphoned now crm is also postphoned. hmmm..got gd got bad la. duno wad to sae, am bored, wan slp.

sy selling guides cookies. hahaha! so long nv eat guides cookies le. yummiee..=D

so bored....................

YES! tml can see my baozy le..finally..miss him lor, totaly dun feel like doing anithing. hahaha.

ok shall plan. tml morning go find my baozy, after dat come home use the whole dae chiong rwps. hahaha! doubt can finish within 1dae..so shall juz chiong it on sun too. am so bored. typing anithing that comes to mind.

*yawn*

~i love our kids~

me, an aries

Aries

Turn ons
Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too . You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don`t try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all they're activities (you can always yawn later!).

Turn offs
Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtations or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).

boring crap

bored. after chionging so many tests projects n presentation, there r even more to come. life is SO boring. too much things le. when i sit down n rest, got more things come. haiya. sian la.

should b happy 2dae de cuz rwps report deadline postphone to mondae, was happy for a while but now, sian. programming can fail le. duno wad the hell i was typing. so many buttons on the calculator can only make the basic ones work a little, den canot work le. study so hard for wad? also not sae study so hard will get better grades. friggin sian.

tml going opto there try out contacts. hmm. ok. feel like slping now leh. its so ultra boring. feel like going home early tml, but argh, going opto. feel so ultra sian leh, tsk. dun like.

ok cant take it le. haiz. juz feel like going to bed n not going sch tml. PON AGAIN. too sian le lor freaks.

arghhhhhhhhh

haizzzzzzzz

siannnnnnnnnnnn

tskkkkkkk

*imagining a scene of smashing vases glass mirrors etc.*

*smash guitar*

*bang fists on table*

~i miss having chalets wif u~

beautiful and pure is our love

had some recent news about the past. OMG SHOCKING. but thou has sworn by blood not to spill, so am juz going to shut up about it. still shocked. how can such thing happen? i mean, i noe those things happen but to those people? thats really, shocking.

how can NEL break down on such a nice dae when i need to go for piano lesson? great. thanx to nel, (seriously from the bottom of my heart) i dun need to go for piano lesson (again) so im home early! 8++pm! early indeed! hav not dinnered yet.

ewww..the med the doc gave me to apply on my benign tumor of the epidermis on my toe is so gross. now the benign tumor looks like a gigantic ulcer. yucks

almost died when walking to programming. stupid slippery slippers almost killed me. was doing break dancing lor. dun care. my baozy agreed to go shop for slippers wif me this wed. haiz~ how i wish can spend the whole dae wif him. i miss him so much despite seeing him almost everydae the past few daes, plus this morning. haiz~ my drug im so addicted to.

as for the rumour going around the class, sae wad u wan but plz stick to the topic. DUN make fun of my baozy cuz the nice nice always "haha-ing" me also noe how to get angry de k. mayb seem v xiao qi n stuffs to u ppl, but thats juz me lor, sorrie to b a party pooper but i hav my limits also lor. duno y im saying this here leh. its juz how i feel so if u dun like it go fly kite.

so lazy to put the pics up here, so shall wait till the dae im not lazy animore.

~i'll be there before the next teardrop falls~

miss me?

ahh..where hav i been man. sux, contracted a werid disease. hahaha. wadeva it is, i dun like the way it works on me. y cant the doc tell me wad isit i hav man, scaring me telling me mayb i hav appendicitis. nuts. the nausea medicine he gave me isnt working properly, mayb it works for a couple of mins. diarhhea medicine isnt working at all. headache is horrible, pounds everytime i stand up. wad else? at least fever is gone. on a diet of porridge n water. all these crap plus loading half of the contents in my stomach into the toilet bowl every few hrs, wow i wonder how much i've lost so far. hahaha!

after a brief description of my wadsoeva sickness i've got, i'd like to thank my baozy dearest who caome to my hse to take care of me the whole dae ytd! hahaha! i am a happy girl=) he took me to the doc in the morning, pei me walk walk around for a while, and took me home. my papa took apart the termites' nests n stuff, n ask me to remove all the things from my table, including the shelves n stuffs. madness. thank got i hav my dearest baozy wif me. hahaha! his so sweettt...help me move my stuffs helped my papa move stuff, helped clean vacuum n many many stuffs. took care of me at the same time. hahaha!

then dinner came. he cooked porridge for me! hahahaha! lalalalala..ai xin porridge lor..yummiee..=D den he pei me go 7-11 buy nice drinks cuz my med taste like omg..YUCKS. the plastic taste is so strong, it makes my nausea even worse. its a very sickly sweet plastic tasting powder that has to b added into water n drank. gosh.

but my baozy dearest havta work 2dae. headache is still there, i wonder y. my diarrhea is still there i also duno y. the feeling of wanting to vomit is there once in a while. haiz~ leading such a sickly life. hahaha! this yr is so crap. i wan my baozy! hmph!

~the world is dancing before my eyes~

my stinkin life

now my room, is a horribly infested place. infested by cockroaches n now 2 full drawers of termites. such a warm n comfy place to b in dont u think? thanx to those idiotic white shitheads, my mama, said me n my maid are both "si ren" cuz she said termites biting on the wood produces a very loud noise. i heard stuff, loads of weird stuffs at night, but juz didnt think much of it. while she on another hand, noe wad termites r like, cuz she's heard, seen, n called the exterminator yrs ago. she said, mths ago, she couldnt open the drawers animore. she didnt suspect anithing? ok..nvm. she asked my maid n my bro to try opening the drawers. but she didnt tell me ANYTHING about the cannot-be-opened-drawers. if she did, mayb would hav told her of the weird sounds. how am i suppose to noe wad those sounds are huh? u nv told me things in my room canot be opened. the worse thing is that whole shelf of shit does not belong to me at all. the drawers of books, OLD books r not mine either. i dun use them, dun touch them, dun read them. dun bother.

so now im dead to her cuz her things r destroyed? those termites actually went on building a nest on the 'leg' of my bunk bed. as u noe, bunk beds are v high up, very near the ceiling. so if one dae the termites managed to bite through my bed's 'leg' i shall juz fall n die cuz it doesnt matter to her dat my bed is in danger. she cares bout her damn books more den she cares for my safety? wadeva. aniwae im dead to her. she saes i care too much about my ownself, living in my own world, cuz i talk on the phone, do my stuff on the com late into the night. ok, so doing projects r wrong? socializing is wrong? wadeva. wadeva. WADEVA. mayb i should juz drop down n die rite, i didnt intend to live either. heartbreaks after heartbreaks.

i duno how im suppose to feel lor. if they dun wan me sae so la. i dun wan me either. haiz~ wadeva. my room is like a store room to them. all kinds of things they dun need r in my room. new pots n pans that they keep in my room cuz they didnt wan my maid to use them. they think dat my maid will spoil those pots n pans. clothes, old stuffs, ornaments that used to be on a display shelf were all taken down n packed into boxes n dumped into my room. my piano, piano books, n a lot of stuffs. i dun even have enuff shelves for my own books can. n there no more space left to put anymore bookshelves le. wadeva. im in equal status as the maid in my hse. totally useless in their eyes. juz a waste of money rite. ok. mayb i shouldnt eat, drink, go anywhere, wear torn old clothes. write wif my own blood. wadeva. hav pics of the damn termites nests n how bad they eaten up the place, but no mood to put it on 2dae.

my papa ask me to stay at my ah ma's hse for a week. till all the damn termites r dead. my aunt there doesnt like me much either cuz im stupid. my results r so lousy. its so obvious she likes my other cousins who hav done really well in their xams. my own family hates me so i shouldnt xpect much from the outside world.

i sound damn pathetic. wadeva. dun feel like giving a shit u noe. but i doubt i hav a choice. wadeva i do is wrong to them. they hav a sae in everything n i hav non.

~to my mama, im actually dead. yay~

lala land

WHY MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE.

• Your last name stays put
• You can never be pregnant
• You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park
• The world is your urinal
• Same work, more pay
• People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them
• The occasional well-rendered belch is pratically expected
• One mood all the time
• Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat
• A five-day holiday requires only one suitcase
• If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend
• You almost never have have strap problems in public
• The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades
• You only have to shave your face and neck
• You can play with toys all your life
• Your belly usually hides your big hips
• One wallet and one pair of shoes one color for all seasons
• You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look
• You can "do" your nails with a picket knife
• YOu have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache
• You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes

Think Before We Judge

1. If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, 3 who were deaf, 2 who were blind, 1 mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?
2. It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the 3 candidates.

Candidate A
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologists. He's had 2 mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in colledge and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.

Which of these candidates would be your choice?

Ok, so these 2 qns are so interesting so i had to put it on my blog to share it wif fellow frens n strangers. these few daes hav been really bz wif those darn projects. loads of it. so much dat it gives me an impression they'll nv make me do another project ever again. I WISH. in my BIG FAT DREAMS.

interested to noe the answers to the above qns yet? good. these daes i feel so down, duno y. juz really feel like going drinking. again the alcoholic strikes. hahaha! so sian can, all the projects n stuffs. makes me wanna CRY. totally sian can. haiz~

y im still not giving the answers? cuz i dun feel like it, cuz im showing attitude now. kaoz this yr project mates really choose wrong ar. got free loaders la..crappers, ppl who hav serious attitude problems. GOSH. do nothing still dare give black face..presentation going to PULL THE WHOLE GRP DOWN. THANX AR. take 2 damn friggin hours to do CONCLUSION. somemore is those copy n paste type. if u hav a prob, tell us la! dun need give us shit work de rite? duno how to do ASK LA. wadeva de lor. if u wan to forward module, muz well dun join a grp in the first place, be more ZAI. dun come sabo other ppl who DO NOT wan to forward module wif u. haiz~ am not happy, in a grumpy mood. if got offend wrong ppl i apologize.

okok answers. a while more k. watched csi, the 2nd half of season 2. haven even watched the 1st half can. den i wan watch season 3 le. omg grissom is deaf le. haiz~ watched bits n pieces of season 3 b4 lor..is dun remember only. hahaha.

if you said yes to abortion for the first question, you just killed our lovely classical composer BEETHOVEN. sad rite. zhen shi de.

candidate a is franklin d.roosevelt
candidate b is winston churchill
candidate c is ADOLPH HITLER.

who did YOU choose? i choose the one in caps. got a shock man. cant believe. sorrie la. i juz prefer someone who didnt cheat on his wife, but dun wan adolph hitler the man himself. NO THANX.

shall end here. bored le. choww

~bye to most projects, hi to presentations and exams~

elaboration of the 9th July 2006

let me see. soccer starting soon le. my guess is..france will win. since my prediction ytd was correct, i wonder if i'll be right again. hahaha!

my room kena invaded by duno how many cockroaches sia. sianz~ v disgusted lor! these things hav NO purpose in life wadsoeva. their existence is redundant. friggin gross sia. my room has too many things liao le la. all the crap also here. sianz. so many shelves, but all packed. no space to put my stuffs. sianz.

am going to watch soccer finals later. am going to cheer at the end no matter who win. cuz world cup finally over le. HAHAHA. sharks. haven start im yawning like nobody's business le. how i wish my baozy was here. haiz~

ytd(9th) so damn friggin sway. walk halfway stupid slippers SPOIL sianz. thank got i still at yck only. faster call my papa ask for help den drag my foot to the mrt station wait for my papa come. waited quite long lor. zhen shi de. but finally papa n mama came brought me another pair.

met for proj, did a bit, n went off wif baozy dearest. didnt do much, xcept for buying his formal wear, walk around a bit here n there, den so damn early wan go home liao. haiz~ so sian. expected too much le ba? shall learn to suppress my expectations. if not upset de ppl not only got me alone. hahaha

reached yck again at bout 5+ 6, raining, got laptop wif me. baozy ask me take cab. so sian, waste money, so called papa ask for help again. juz nice they going out buy dinner, so yeah~ free ride home. went to buy dinner wif them first. ate my fav horfun for dinner! not bad. den went j8 ntuc buy stuffs for tml de pizza. yeah! fresh mushrooms r delicious man. hahaha! but sadly tml not i making pizza, is mama cuz tml got piano lesson. SHIT. haven practiced. HAHA..wadeva la. since when i practice aniwae. ok, after ntuc, papa n mama ask me run go buy chicken rice for my maid. was wearing the most slippery slippers i own, but no choice, nothing else to wear le. *sobs sobs* when going from 4th level to b2, almost fell 3 times la. almost an average of once per floor. hahaha. one dae i might juz fall n die, so, please donate generously to Shumz Fund.

had v nice horfun for dinner, plus prata n curry. history of prata: lived in frozen prison in my hse for 6mths. is those frozen pizza u get from ntuc, den need to fry it urself that kind. papa fried it wif butter. history of curry: lived in frost city in my hse for almost 3mths. papa cooked long ago de. but while reheating the frozen curry, the cook stirred a bit too much? the chicken turned into strips so the curry became thick wif chicken meat n potatos. hahaha! i applied a layer of chicken meat puree/curry stew.....thing onto the very old butter prata. results: YUMMIE!! tastes like those curry puff u get from polar puffs. dun really noe how to describe, but it tastes really good. DELICIOUS MAN! hahaha. had a wonderful dinner, n had to chiong proj. ANTI-CLIMAX. cant help it.

match start le! shall go watch. for the sake of watching. ppl bo liao mah. haiz~ will fall asleep halfway.

You seem to find the dark,

when everything is bright

You look for all that's wrong,

instead of all that's right

Does it feel good to you?

To rain on my parade

You never say a word,

unless it's to complain...

It's driving me insane

~thank the stars for all that i have~

9th June 2004 - 9th July 2006

ahh..2dae is the 9th. 2dae is me n baozy de 2yrs 1mth. technically is 2yrs, cuz we lost 1mth due to unforseen circumstances. hmm..actually is forseen, by me, but wadeva. i dun care le. all i noe is i love my baozy.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.

so sweet! i wish i could do the same, being 2 places at one time, wif my baozy 2morrow n 2dae bside him all the way. hahahahahaha!

sian tml got project. haiz~ no choice man. so sad. if not can spend whole dae wif my baozy dearest. haiz~

these daes, nothing but projects. either is my baozy bz wif project or i bz wif project. IDIOT. projects PISSES ME OFF. esp when theres so much to do, n no matter how u do, how long u take to do, still got a lot left. SIAN. n damn, xams r coming le. duno how im going to study lor. haiz~ hope my dun-study-still-can-pass-quite-ok de skills will work through xam period. hahaha!!

am currently addicted to this chinese show, that showed on chU? duno if its still showing. duno wad isit called in chinese. its called chinese paladine i think. hahaha. its quite nice to me, juz dat sometimes the thing watch halfway duno y juz stuck there, no matter how i refresh also the same. mayb its my internet connection. so sad. sometimes load damn slow..can watch 2epi at once..HAHA..switch back n forth.

am so tired now, juz wan finish blog n go slp. damn tml muz wake at 8.30am. *yAAwN* soccer start le. germany will win de la i guess, though i've not watched a single match since world cup started. hahaha! wadeva lor, it juz doesnt appeal to me, even when ppl sae got shuai guys inside? boring la. hahaha!

i love my bears.

~if you leave me now, u'll take away the biggest part of me. a love like ours is love thats hard to find.~

black and white

im still me, so there r things that i canot change n it will stay there forever. for example, my jealousy. my patience can b stretched A LOT A LOT but dun eva try testing it. idiotic ppl piss me off damn easily, but it takes A LOT A LOT MORE to make me feel u're THAT idiotic. i follow my intuition quite a lot. idiotic ppl can turn into frens if i feel they noe wad the hell is wrong wif them, no probs, im flexible de. can get cranky, like now.

juz ate 5 slices of papaya, which is like, the whole papaya la. yucks, juz realised got some jelly stuffs around the papaya. the most hug toilet bowl whole night only..heck. basically, programming is ok, as usual. recently not in the mood to shop. walking around yes, but not shopping. no mood to buy anithing even though it looks nice. mayb im dying. wad a theory sia. Shumz theory worked well, but shall stop wif all my theories n stuff, rather not noe than to see it coming true sia.

was really nuts after programming de den v tired, fell asleep on the train till almost fell of the seat. so paisae lor! zhen shi de.

seriously no mood to type anithing le, juz not feeling right, v moody juz sian bout everything. muz b my GA visiting me again soon. stupid.

~projects be gone~

sweet n simple

omg, this morning kena molested by this chao uncle on the escalator can. forgot to tell my baozy. stupid idiotic chao uncle. use his knee to keep touching my butt can, er xin. i keep moving forward but keep feeling his knee sia. gross. chao uncle, also nv see my face properly, if got see he sure wun wan anihow le.

so long nv blog le. all the things i wanted to type all gone, fly away. now all the projects killing me sia, do until sian. so tiring, all the surveys. haiz~

baozy dearest now go clubbing. really didnt wan him to go the first few daes he told me, v sian, but didnt wan to stop him. den when the dae finally arrives, im fine la. hahaha. duno, suddenly more kan de kai?!?! wadeva la. hahaha! got to see him 2dae. n weirdly, despite waiting for him for like 1hr+ walking at hougang mall, i didnt get pissed off lor. wonder y.

am quite happy i got to finish the things i wanted to finish. the stupid survey collation thingy. that used up quite a bit of my brain juice. tml still need to go raffles place at 9am in the morning. haiz~ PROJECTS..never ending crap. so sian.

2dae went nuts when baozy told me he misses me. HAHA! can go ask my dearest shuyi n candy they witnessed the whole thing. these few daes baozy bz wif his project stuffs, can feel his quite stressed. plus got world cup, watch soccer le not enuff slp, so certain times of the daes feel he quite cold. keep waiting for him to sae he miss me n he finally did! 2dae! HAHAHA. ya i admit im nuts. haiz~ happy over small tiney weeney little stuff.

so tired now, duno wad i missed out. i noe i missed out A LOT OF THINGS, but nvm la. remember le den come blog again. wan faster go slp le. hahaha.

~Cherish the love we have for as long as we both shall live~