me n u

its so dumb. u sae u wan to noe someone BUT u dun wan to meet the person. this means ur not sincere in wanting to noe the person wad. u juz sae for the sake of saying it. or juz sae things for the sake of 'stalling' ppl's lives. u dun even noe wad ur saying la. bloody hell. so damn irritated by ur nonsense. if u dun wan to noe dun pretend u wan to. wad stupid thing am i suppose to 交代？

i hate this. bloody hell. always in the middle of everything. it sux! y?! y am i always stuck between 2 like poles? cuz the 2 sides im between always repels each other. WHY. hate this. stupid shit.

i wan to get out of this place.

~far awayy~

eww

argh. stupid template. i will nv hav the time to get to doing a new blogskin. so this shall be IT.

~yucks~

no success yet

update after so long will b in a form of a complaint. HAHAHA. juz need this little space to vent.

cant believe after i've been wif my babie for 1yr+ my papa thinks i duno who he is. gawd. he duno doesnt mean i duno. always ask me to not go out so often wif him la, dun go over to his place, of course i wun noe who he is la! go jogging only muz make so much noise. really dun understand. too free liao. haiz. u wan to care about ur family this is too much le lor. every single thing also wan to nag. i dun even like to stay at hm lor pls. always find things to nag about. still havta hold 'meetings' to talk about my babie. think about it. ppl already noe how much u dun like them. y would they wan to meet u? u urself said u duno him. den y the hell u make so many assumptions? its not fair lor.

always asking me wad kind of life i wan to lead. simple. happy. ya may b naive. but definitely wun wan such terrible communication like THIS. yaya so wad if i cant live the life i hav. its my life n i will work it out. if i cant its my prob cuz i wun listen to u. i understand the terms n conditions n consequences to a certain extent. for now dat shld b sufficient.

~the weather is against me~